So Wishes Must Cry

A Little Trip In The Past

This book is everything but professional so it's all upside-down but i thought it would be a good idea to mention how bad my life at school was.

My first year was spent in a school called Saint Patrick's primary school where i had one friend only one and to be completely honest she wasn't just a friend her obsession with me was a little weird but at that time i didn't bother with it since i didn't have any other friends then my mom had moved me to Loretto convent of curepipe (LCC).

My first 3 years at LCC were a nightmare i didn't have a single friend and i was overweight (now i'm totally obese) which made me depressed. During recreational time all i did was eat my bread all alone on the cold benches i still have PTSD attached to that everytime i have a flashback of the ceiling over there i can't help but have tears fill up my eyes. I really hated that period of time and still do when i think of it.

My years at college were less worse but not completely perfect. I had friends and was even in the popular girls' groups where we gossiped about other girls and made fun of them. It's just now with maturity that i can say that it was so stupid of us to do such things but since i was bullied before this time i became the bully since i didn't want to go through that again.

For everyone out there who has been bullied I'm sorry you had to go through what i went through and for bullies reading this please stop you don't know when the person you're bullying will crack under the pressure of your acts and one day it will be too late to ask for forgiveness so just stop it and go apologize now.

After years of changing friends' groups and quarreling with other girls, i have finally found the person whom i consider my bestie katy you know who you are. I wanted to take a moment in this book to tell you how much i love you and how grateful i am that you decided to accept the broken little soul that i am and care for it thanks to you today that I've been able to mostly cope with school. And of course i didn't forget you zorz my little lizard as i used to call you thanks to you both for making my college years better. Thanks to all our other friends who made our life at forest side academy much better don't worry i didn't forget you guys.

And to those who made my life hell it's ok i understand you were immature and stupid at that time so i forgive all of you. Also to those who suffered because of me a big sorry we probably didn't mean what we did or said and we have anger issues so please try to understand us also we try our best to be cute little angels but the beast inside does not want to be tamed at all.