(Old) Spring Rain [BoyXBoy] [Brothers Conflict Fanfic]

Chapter 12: Confused [Pt.1]

Haruame rushed out of the room with a very flushed face, His heart simply wouldn't calm down and his legs almost felt like jelly. He had kissed another brother, 1st. Hikaru (x2), Now Masaomi (x french kiss). He had better now make this a habit, he really didn't want to end up kissing any other brothers.

Anyway, Haruame ran into the hallway and headed towards the Elevator, one again somehow forgetting his trauma until he actually saw the elevator. He froze, He didn't have anyone with him this time, it would bad if he rode the elevator now seeing as how he had just almost been r$ped by some old men then had a nightmare. He had realized that his arms and legs had begun shaking as he started to feel dizzy.

He held onto the wall and allowed himself to slid down it, hugging his legs to his chest, burying his head in his knees. He started to shake and let tears fall from his eyes, He hates that he just can't get over his fear of elevators. It's pathetic, He's living in a house where you have to use the elevator to leave the building yet he can't even stand the sight of an elevator.

Pathetic.

He hears the small voice at the back of his head speak again, It's been a while since he last heard it. The last time he remembers hearing it was when Jackson broke up with him, the reason he has a fear of elevators. Something he doesn't dare speak of in fear of reliving the moment again.

As Haruame is wallowing in self-pity, Masaomi had already spotted him and slowly crouched down in front of him so as to not scare him. He tapped Haruame on the shoulder and looked at him with a bright smile, making Haruame almost totally forget about the kiss the two just had. Haruame's face flushed and he buried his face further into his knees. He hated this. His feelings were so confusing. His heart pounded when he was with Hikaru, Louis and now Masaomi? Just who exactly does he love? He just can't figure it out and these brothers aren't making it any easier. Are they all just kissing demons? Although Haruame has yet to kiss Louis, He feels like if they get any closer then that would probably end up happening sooner or later.

" Haruame, What's wrong? Why are you crouched in the hallway? I thought you were leaving? Or did you just come out to cool your head down? " Masaomi inquired as he helped Haruame stand up. Haruame didn't feel like talking about the real reason right now, " Yeah, I came ot cool my head. Sorry for just running out like that. I felt like my face was about to explode. Sorry, I'm quite embarrassed " He didn't lie, he really did need to cool his head off.

Masaomi just chuckled. He slowly reached out his hand and took Haruame's left hand in his own right hand. He used his thumb to caress the back of Haruame's hand, Slowly yet comforting.

Haruame started to feel a bit better just by this gesture. He looked up at Masaomi, slightly tilting his head to the side while looking confused. Why was Masaomi doing this for him?
He couldn't understand it and something told him that shouldn't try to understand it.

Haruame quickly averted Masaomi's eyes and looked at ground, trying to find something interesting to look at. Masaomi could tell that Haruame was nervous but he also felt confusion coming from him. He understood why though, His idiot younger brothers were confusing him and then he had to come in and kiss him, confusing him even more.

Seriously, He should have waited a little bit before he did this but he felt like he would have missed his opportunity. So he hardened his resolve, " Lets go back to your room and relax for a bit alright? You must still be tired, you shouldn't over exert yourself. " Masaomi smiled as he began leading Haruame back to his (Haruame's) room.

[ A/N: Sorry for the late update and that the chapter is so short. I'm just at a hit of s stump. I can't think of what to write next and I've been getting distracted by other things.

If any of you guys have any Ideas or anything for the story or that you would like to see in the story than please don't hesitate to tell me. I love reading other peoples ideas and opinions. Well, Enjoy. I don't know when I'll update next but I'll try to update soon. Thanks.]