(Old) Spring Rain [BoyXBoy] [Brothers Conflict Fanfic]

Chapter 5: Haruame's Panic attack

[WARNING: I don't know how real panic attacks work And I doubt that I portrayed it correctly. It isn't all that descriptive So if it triggers anyone then I'm sorry.]

Masaomi was the first to notice Haruame, He called out to him and made asked if he was alright now. Although Haruame didn’t answer him, He gave Masaomi a small smile as he made his way to his spot at the end of the couch. He glanced towards the tall ginger, who had noticed him when Masaomi called his name. 

“ Hello there, Are you one of my brother's girlfriend? I’m Hikaru Asahina, Nice to meet you“ 
The ginger smiled as they held their hand out to Haruame, who returned the handshake before he struggled to speak. 

The ginger noticed but didn’t rush him, Which Haruame was thankful for. He always hated crying because he was always self-conscious of his voice after he cried. It made him sound pathetic and he had been told that many times by others around him. 

He calmed himself down, Took a few deep breaths before he felt like he could speak normally. “ Its nice to meet you, I’m Haruame Hinata. I’m actually your new brother “ Haruame properly introduced himself to Hikaru, Whose eyes slightly widened at the fact the girl before him was actually a boy. 

He felt a bit of joy, knowing that there was someone else that was like him in this house now. His smile widened and his eyes became sparkly as he hugged Haruame and nearly knocked him off the couch. 

Masaomi was surprised, He’s only seen Hikaru hug Ema and Wataru. But This was the first time he has seen his younger brother hug anyone so enthusiastically before. He chuckled, though, when he noticed Haruame’s slightly panicked expression. 

“ Um . . . ? Huh? “ That was all Haruame managed to get out before he started to feel sleepy and dizzy. He heard Hikaru say something to him but it was too muffled to make anything out, Haruame cursed himself in his mind. He forgot to take his pills, He thought he would be fine if he took a break from them since they made him feel really sick and he was fine, up until now. He hasn’t taken the pills since about 2 weeks ago. This might be the worse he’s had it before. His ears started ringing, His head was throbbing along with his heart, His eyesight was blurry, His body felt heavy and was shaking, He felt a bit out of breath and his eyelids felt heavy. He thought he heard Masaomi yell something and arms wrap around his body but he couldn’t make anything out as he passed out. 

Then Everything went black. 

{Hikaru's POV}

I was surprised to learn that Haruame was like me, A male that dressed up as a female. It had been so long since I’d seen or met someone like me, So I got a bit excited and hugged him. I felt him tense up a bit as I looked up slightly to see his panicked expression. I found It cute, Probably a tiny bit cuter than Ema.  

Masaomi then told me that I should stop so I don’t scare him away, I grumbled some incoherent words and Apologized to Haruame, who was silent. I was thinking that he was mad since I just suddenly hugged him but He didn’t answer even when Masaomi called out to him. 

I gently shook Haruame, Trying to get some kind of reaction but I noticed that he was trembling, breathing quite heavily and was sweating. I had my suspicions on what was happening but I’d only seen it happen once or twice on Tv before So I couldn’t be sure but I looked like he was having a panic attack. 

Masaomi also seemed to notice something was wrong and yelled his name, He quickly came over here when Haruame suddenly fainted. I held onto him and wrapped my arms around his back, He was still shaking and breathing heavily even when he was asleep. 

“ What happened? Is he Okay? “ Masaomi inquired as I asked him to take me to Haruame’s room. He sighed, knowing I wouldn’t answer his questions just yet, So he nodded and we went up to the elevator. On the way down to the fourth floor, I noticed how light and skinny Haruame was. I hoped he was eating well, He was probably around Louis’s age yet he felt way lighter than he should be.