Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo| Lost In Time

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I'm really sorry for not being active. I don't know why I'm always in training in some or other ways.

At first it was my annual tests and now that I'm in the senior year of my high school, I thought that I'll be able to finish this book before I start preparing for my next set of tests. But now that I've got the time I need, my mental health is at its worst.

I blame myself for my mental health and this might be personal but I think my parents are about to get a divorce. I'm sorry for rambling about my personal life but I can't say these to my friends and I've been bottling up these thoughts to an extent that they are suffocating me.

I've an edit page on Instagram and I'm pretty much a newbie editor and editing makes me happy but lately I don't find peace in that.

I don't have friends and the ones I have live miles away from my city because I transferred from my previous town. So I basically have no friends I'm close to right now.

I'm saying that because I've some two or three friends at school and I phone calls once in a blue moon but still my father acts like it's a sin to have friends and hang out with them. It's not like I had such friends to start with.

My parents are the main reason for my mental health issues. I never told them but I get panic attacks from time to time  nowadays and I deal with that by myself and no one knows about it.

My parents are good people but they're not good parents. They're selfish but they don't realize it. I mean what kinda humans would call themselves selfish right?

I don't know why did they even bother having kids if they don't care about their mental health.

I just hope that I get outta this town and live somewhere away from my parents. They hate each other and I'm hated by them if I support one of them. This is so frustrating.

I just wanna move out from my house and live somewhere by myself and never contact my parents unless it's really serious.

I actually take it back. None of them are good people. Neither my mother nor my dad.

I'll try to update this as soon as possible.