what am I?

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The next morning. I had turned over on my bed, laying comfortably.  I sighed. So it was reality...
I weeped. Who would replace this hole, in my chest..?[💔]

I walked to the kitchen and ate a bowl of rice, spam, and egg. Jake taught me how to make it. It was my favorite dish he taught me. Though I could pretend he was still there, my imagination was broken. As well has my heart. I couldn't focus on one thing without him...

Jake taught me how to throw a axe, how to shoot with any gun, and how to use knifes for defense. He also taught me how to behave and treat others. He also showed me how to cook.

So...it is okay to love whoever..?

[♡FlashBack♡]

J: another question moshe?

M: ...isn't loving your own gender bad? Doesn't it decrease human/monster population?

J: ah? While that may be true...your heart and self want to be happy. So! That's why a thing called love[LGBTQ+] exists! It doesn't matter on the gender. You could love a girl or a boy or even a nonbinary!

M: whats...what's a nonbinary?

J: well, it's when someone doesn't wanna be called a boy or girl. Or just don't care what gender you call them.

M: oh!! So what do we call them?

J: they may want the pronouns they/them or its/it. But if they don't have a preference then you could use pronouns such as she/her/he/him/they/them/it/its.

M: ah, so if I'm dating you what am I?

J: ahm..- idk if I can awnser..-

M: why not..?

J: well. There are several sexualites. The mains are lesbian, gays, bisexual, trans, queer.

M: ...what?

J: lesbian is When a girl is into another girl. Gays is when a boy is into another boy. Bisexual is where you love both boys and girls. Trans isn't really a sexuality but I'll talk more later about that. Queer I believe is another word for gay. I may be wrong though... anyways!

Trans Is when a girl may wanna be a boy. Or a boy may wanna be a girl!

M: ooooooooo~

J: for ex[example]: I'm gay. I only love men.

M: how do I tell what I am?

J: well have you ever crushed on a girl?

M: when I was 17...

J: have you ever crushed on a boy?

M: you..-♡

J: ..... a-ah..- I'm assuming your pan or bi..-

M: pan.? I'm not used for cooking jake!! Oh wait, no no! I dont love pans!

J: .... that's. That's not what that means, 1. 2 don't say that, some people who are pan take it offensive.

M: oh...

J: pansexual is when a person loves all genders regardless if they have one or not.

M: oh! Okay!

J: do you know anyone who is non-binary?

M: yeah...I know a few actually but I dont really like it since it's hard to keep up with preference...

J: and that's okay! So it's safe to say your probably bisexual!

[◇Back To Reality◇]

..."hehehe.." I giggled to myself. Jake seems very smart...I really miss him..I'm aching so badly without him...

[⚠️¡THIS STORY PART WAS MENT FOR PEOPLE WHO DO NOT UNDERSTAND LGBTQ OR THE CONTEXT OF IT. IF YOU DONT LIKE LGBTQ PLEASE NO HATE. ITS DISRESPECTFUL TO ME AND OTHERS!⚠️]

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