we were yesterday | poetry

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- BLACK -

last, everything is black.
black like licorice
and black like my memories.

my memories about you.
you who broke me.
you who made me feel.
feeling nervous, worried, shocked.
you.

you, the person that made me lie,
that made me leave,
the person that made me love.

- BROWN -

before everything was black,
it was darkbrown.
darkbrown like chocolate
and darkbrown like your eyes.

your eyes.
your icy eyes, that made me feel alive,
that made me feel drowning.

your eyes.
your warm eyes, that made me feel burning,
that made me feel living.

your eyes.
your blank eyes, that broke me into a million fragments.

- RED -

before everything was black and brown,
it was red.
red like blood
and red like your lips.

your lips.
your lips, that made me feel good,
that made me feel hopeful.

your lips.
your lips, red like my blood,
running down my arm.

your lips.
your red lips, which went pale,
which went so small
like a drop of my blood.

- PINK -

there was a time,
when my life was pink.
pink like my bright love
and pink like the glasses on my eyes.

pink love.
isn't it beautiful?
pink, bright love,
shining for miles?

it was.
before you tore me into the abyss,
the abyss of your love, your life.
before i broke into million fragments
and before you left me alone.

- VIOLET -

my life was violet,
sometimes, long time ago.
it was violet,
violet like lavender
and violet like your hair.

your smooth violet hair.
your hair, that choked me,
that made me feel dying.

but I stayed.
I never left you.
and I'm still here.

- BLUE -

sometimes i remember the blue part of my life,
it was a light blue.
blue like the sea
and blue like your skin.

your skin.
your cold skin, that made me die,
that made me feel like a lively corpse.

your skin.
your formerly warm skin, that was cold at this day,
that was so so cold.

your skin.
your blue skin, that broke me into a million fragments
while looking at you.

- TURQUOISE -

second my life was turquoise,
it was such a bright turquoise.
it made me remember.
remember our first meeting.

you were annoyed.
your eyes, looking into mine,
looking into me.

you were angry.
your lips, the place my eyes stayed at,
thinking how they feel.

you were so pessimistic
and you never said why.

you never said the reason
why you left.

- WHITE -

first my life was white,
it was this shiny, never ending white.
white like snow,
white like my soul
and white like my hands.

my soul you soiled.
my innocent soul I gave into your hands
and which you tore.

my hands.
my hands in this moment.
i'm writing these last words,
writing what you did to me,
speaking it out loud
and never saying it.

you broke me.
you tore me.
you destroyed me.
you made me black.

that made me, what i'm now:
a lively, frightened corpse.

you broke me into a million fragments,
irreparable.