Blue eyed Boy - Nouis (Mpreg boyxboy)

Chapter 11 - one week later

~ Niall ~

It had been a week since the accident.

Six days since I found out the driver of the other car was dead.

Five days since I had been released from that horrible hospital.

Four days since I had done my first ever press conference to to reassure the public that Louis and Harry were alive.

Three days since Louis had flinched when the injected some sort of needle into him.

Two days since my mum left.

And one say since I had visited Louis.

I was currently sitting on my bed, the guilt was eating me alive. Zayn, mum, Jay, Anne -Harry's mum- and Elisa had all told me to stop worrying about it, that it wasn't my fault. That's a bunch of lies! It was my fault! I'd much rather that I was in a coma and that Louis was awake! Is it crazy to think that while I'm not with him I feel empty inside? Because I really feel that, even when I'm right next to him I still feel empty. I know he's right there, but I just don't feel him. It scares me, but I feel even worse when I'm here at home. Visiting hours won't start until 7 am, it's only 6 am. I don't sleep very well, and if I do it's nightmares about losing Lou.

Sighing I stand and walk over to bathroom and decide on taking a shower to calm my nerves, stripping off my pjs I shuffle over to the shower and fiddle with the water temperature. Once it was warm enough I stepped in and washed my body, keeping myself preoccupied was a major way of keeping my mind off things.

Unfortunately, there's only a limited amount of time before all of your problems rush back into your head.

Sighing I stepped back out of the shower and shut it off, wrapping my blue towel around my waist I padded off to my room with my dirty clothes in hand. Shutting the door I quickly changed into some comfy pants and my 'Free Hugs' shirt, glancing at the clock I discover that it's 6:40 am. Wow, that must of been a long time. Well it dose take about ten minutes to walk there, but maybe I should hail a cab. Sighing I ran a hand through my tousled blonde hair, what to do. Well I might as well leave then, leaving a quick note to Zayn I headed out the door. The paps had left the day after the crash, which was a huge relief.

Hailing a cab I told the driver where to go, he didn't seem to realize who I was. Either way I popped my headphones into my ears and pressed play.

~ Louis ~

I could slowly feel my whole body again, which was exciting until I realized that I was hurting all over. I couldn't see anything, my eyes felt like they were steel shutters, heavy and hard to open. I could hear a beeping near my bed, I was scared.

Why couldn't I open my eyes?

Why couldn't I life my hands?

I hated this darkness, I wanted to see the light! I concentrated on opening my eyes but only felt them flutter, cursing at myself I tried again. I heard voices drifting in and out of my ears making me work harder to open my eyes, I so desperately wanted to see but I was growing tried and decided that I could probably take a small nap.

Sometime after having a nap, I felt that same warm hand curled around mine.

".....squeeze my hand if you can hear me........please" that same small voice begged, I willed myself to squeeze his hand and all I got was a small twitch. There was a gasp and now this time I tried to open my eyes.

"Open your eyes, open your eyes baby please." That same voice begged again, it sounded so desperate. I felt my eyes twitch and then they started to flutter, I heard a cry of joy coming to my left. The sound only encouraged me, I struggled to open my eyes but when I did, I was blinded by a bright light. My eyes adjusted and I could finally see again, I was in a hospital.

Wait, what?

How did I get here?

Then it all came crashing back, the crowd, Niall, the crash...

The crash! Wait where's niall?! Is he okay?!

"Lou?...." A hesitant voice came from my left, it sounded so familiar. Craning my head over to the voice a saw a blue eyed boy staring at me, his hair bleached blonde and messed up from worrying about something. His eyes had bags under them and were bloodshot and red from crying, he had healing scratches and bruising all over his face.

"Niall?" I said voice cracking. A warm weight crashed onto me. Niall started crying into my shoulder, I carefully wrapped my arms around him being mindful of the IV drip.

"Shh, babe. It's okay, I'm awake now." I softly murmured to him, we remained like this as Niall's cries died down. Once the had stopped I just savored this feeling, but I was incredibly weak and tired.

"Ni, could you get me some water please?" I asked and he reached over to the plastic cup, handing it back to me. He carefully helped me drink it as my hands were to shaky, once we were done a doctor and a nurse casually walked in and did a double take as they saw me awake.

"Mr Tomlinson your awake." The doctor stated, he looked to be around to be 50-something with short sliver hair. His eyes were a light green and was quite tall.

"Yep." I replied casually.

"Well from the crash you only sustained a few bruises and scratches, from the position you were in and the way your car rolled over you, your friend here and your friend who was not wearing a seat belt were all lucky to be alive." The doctor said, so I was lucky.

"Wait where's Harry then?" I asked looking around.

"I'm afraid he is a coma, much like you were." He replies looking over my file. Harry's in a coma?!

"He's what?!" I asked panicked.

"Don't worry, he's the same as you. We're expecting him to wake up in about a week." The doctor said before going over the basic medical procedure, soon he left along with the nurse.

"Thank god your okay." Niall said from beside me, his eyes were red and glassy. I stretched out my arms as invitation to cuddle which he sank into, Niall's head was on my chest and his hands gripped onto the flimsy gown I was wearing.

"Of course I'm okay," I replied.

"This is all my fault." He muttered.

"No it wasn't." I replied softly, stroking his hair.

"But it is!" He cried into my shoulder. The door opened and my mum rushed in.

"Boobear your okay!" She exclaimed as she hugged me.

"Mum." I whined but returned the hug.

"I'm just so glad your okay, Niall here has been worried." She whispered.

"Oh Niall, it's not your fault." I said soothingly.

"I'm going to come back later boo, I'll see you later!" Mum said as she walked out the door, looking back at Niall I ran my hand through his tousled hair.

"It's okay babe, I'm awake, Harry's still alive and your perfectly safe."

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A/N - I'm sorry for not uploading sooner and stuff but I hope you enjoyed this little chapter and such, lately I've been having to focus on school because its important to get an education.

So Louis woke up! Yay Nouis can be all fluffy again! Expect more Nouis fluff in the future, cuz that what your all hear for right? Well and for the Nouis baby too right? I hope everyone's Valentine's day was good because mine sucked... Didn't get any roses :( ..... I'm getting off topic.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter so vote, comment and all that other good stuff!

Until the next update, cyaaa!

Xx Jen!