Spare Me Alpha, but I want your Beta (WattyAwards13)

Time Heals All Wounds

Alexa's POV

After hearing everyone's pleadings for me to fight and to wake up was killing. I could hear everything but I wasn't able to move. I remember Nick telling he loved me he would leave everything and work things out with the baby. It hurt me that he was hurting and in the position he was in, but he put himself there. I know I will always love him, because he showed his true love by saving me. My wolf was happy and content she was able to relax and savor some energy. At the end of all it all Nick will regret his decision if he chose to leave Hannah and the baby breaking her heart. It wouldn't work with us and it kills me enough to know someone else is carrying my mates baby. I could never raise a baby that wasn’t mines and my mate. It would feel so wrong.

My wolf whimpered weakly 'We have to let him go...' I whispered in my head. Then I thought of my sister who is now carrying a pup of her own... I'm going to be an aunt. Even though she’s a little young to be a mother I know with Mason by her side she'll be fine. Then there was my Nate hearing him beg for me to wake up broke my heart. Why would he think I would never want him is beyond me. Then Jonah and Valerie showing up here. Jonah must have told her I was on my deathbed to get Valerie to come on pack land she hates packs with a passion. I needed to get up. Plus these tubes are driving me crazy. I tried opening my eyes with the bright light I quickly closed them. Who ever was holding my hand I gave a light squeeze.

"Oh my... Did you see that?... I think she just squeezed my hand" Jonah yelled Valerie signed

"Jonah now is not the time for your games" she said in a firm tone. I wanted to laugh but I was afraid with this tube down my throat.

"Do it again Lex... Squeeze my hand" Jonah said excitedly. It took a lot out of me but I squeezed his hand once more. I heard yells of excitement. "Get the doctor Lia" Valerie said.

"Alright guys use have to step out until I'm done checking on my patient" I assume that was the doctor. I heard footsteps fading away. "We love you Lex we'll be right out here" Jonah said.

"Okay sweetie I'm Dr. Mary I'm going to check your vitals and blood pressure once everything looks good I'll have one of the nurses remove the tubes" I tried to nodded but I wasn't sure if I did. After the all clear from Dr. Mary she called for a nurse Ivy to come in. "Okay Ivy here is going to remove the tubes once she's done I will dim the lights so your eyes can adjust" she said patting my legs.

"Hello Alexa I'm Ivy I'll be taking out the intubation tube from your mouth. You will feel a little discomfort but once it's out your muscles with contract back to normal" she said.

Once that horrible thing was out of my mouth. My throat was extremely sore. I was given ice chips until I was able to swallow normally. The lights were dim I was able to open my eyes. I saw a women looking at the charts. "Welcome back Alexa your a very popular patient, you have my whole waiting area full" she smiled I smiled back. "So who do you want to see first?" She questioned. I needed to see one person right now so that we can clear the air. "I want to see Hannah" I said in a whisper. Mary's eye grow as large a saucers something told me she knew about my lovely mate. "Are you sure that's who you want... I don't remember seeing her here" she said and maybe she was right but she's the one I need to talk to.

'Hannah if you can hear me I would like to talk with you... I won't see anyone else until we talk' I said through mind-link.

'I'll be right there I'm not too far'

"I will see what I can do I'll be right back" Dr. Mary said. She turned and walked out the room.

Hannah's POV

After walking out the hospital I wanted to break down. It hurt so bad to have the man you love want someone else more than you. No matter how much I try I will never level up to the love he has for his mate. I can't even be mad at her because if I was in her position I would be fighting tooth and nail for my mate. If I could walk away I would but I can't... I'm carrying his child. It's not fair to the baby. Nick even missed the appointment to find out what we were having when the doctor told me we were having a boy I was so happy to share the news with him but he never seems to be around anymore.