The Choir Where I Met Billie Eilish

24) Billie, Don't!

"BILLIE!"

"BILLIE OPEN THE DOOR"

There's banging on the door now.

"CALL A SECURITY GUY!"

"BILLIE DONT DO IT"

"BILLIE PLEASE"

"BILLIE"

"OPEN THIS GODDAMN DOOR!"

I sigh and just wish they'd go away.

"Let me try" i heard someone say very gently instead of screaming like finneas does. I can hear it's finneas' voice by his screaming.

"Billie, it's me, drew. Please don't do it. Please let us in, let us be there for you. You don't have to do this, at least don't do it, for me" she said.

Drew. How the hell is drew here, i don't believe it.

My parents said they didn't had enough money. This is not drew, no way in hell.

I ignore whoever it is.

I then hear the lock twitching.

"BILLIE PLEASE"

"LISTEN TO ME"

Finneas can't seem to shut up, can he?

So annoying. It's not like I'm gonna jump anymore. I was going to, but not anymore.

I can't even fucking kill myself, how pathetic.

I get snapped out of my mind when i hear the lock click meaning it's open.

"BILLIE"

Yes that's my name, pretty huh?

I see the door open and see finneas run inside.

Time to step in.

"Don't come any closer!" I cry.

Finneas stopped. Then someone behind him appeared, it was indeed drew. OMG.

I'm definitely not crying now! Oh, who am i fooling? Only myself! Of course i'm fucking crying with my pathetic ass.

"Billie, don't!" She said.

Those two words were enough for me to get away from that window.

I fall onto my knees and cry so hard i can barely get any air.

"Get her inhaler!" Drew yelled at whoever was listening to her as she got down on her knees too.

Eventually drew handed me my inhaler and i took a puff.

My breathing was back to normal but i was still crying.

"I'm here" drew said.

I sniffled once, i sniffled again, i can't stop sniffling, how fucking annoying!

And here i go again, I'm crying once again.

Why can't my stupid ass just shut up for a damn moment????

"I'm here and i won't go away" drew then said.

"Why?" I asked.

"Tell me why i shouldn't jump? My life is over! I can't even enjoy sex anymore, i can't even enjoy looking at boys anymore, i can't even enjoy myself anymore, i can't do shit" i said very frustrated.

"Why you shouldn't jump is because you in fact do have a life. It just seems so dark right now that you might think you don't, but that's why the future is so amazing! You don't know what's coming next, you shouldn't jump because you will never know what will happen in the future, let's say you will meet Justin Bieber? Or you will find actual true love? Or maybe you will even be a world-famous-popstar? Who knows? Only the future does, so don't give up! Don't give up on yourself, don't give up on your brother, don't give up on me, don't give up on your parents! There are so many people who love you and adore you. So many people who want to help you. So please, stay! Stay with me. You and me. Together, forever. Remember? Our deal when we decided to be best friends? We made a pact 'together forever' that we promised to always keep. So please, once again, stay! You're worthy!" Drew said.