I put on something a little sexier tonight to try and get Jackson's attention. I threw on a black dress that's a little tighter that I'm used to, high heel booties, and a denim jacket. I left my hair down and curled with a little bit of makeup.I walk out to my car and head over to the party. It starts at 9 and it's 8:45 now. Maybe I'm too on time sometimes.
I get out of my car and this house is already full. As soon as I walk in, all eyes are on me. Maybe my dress is too revealing. I shouldn't have come. I turn around to walk outside but Sierra shows up right behind me as I turn around.
"Wow... you look hot. Are you leaving?" She asks.
"I was going to, but I'll stay since you're here"
"Ok well let's get a drink then" she says.
I turn to walk back inside, and a guy hands me a drink and tries to flirt but I shut him down. I'm looking for only one guy here. My eyes search the house, but I can't find him. Maybe he's not even here and I wasted my time and an outfit for nothing. I walk around the house and he's nowhere, so I decide to go to the back yard. There's a few people sitting and talking, and I see Jackson sitting alone.
I contemplate walking over but suck it up and do it.
"Hey why are you by yourself? The party is inside" I tell him.
"I like being by myself. It's quiet" he says.
"Can I sit please?" I ask.
He just stares at me.
"That's a no. I'll just go inside and stop bothering you" I say.
He says nothing and sits silently. I walk back inside and find Sierra with a group of people, and I sit with them. I Might as well occupy my time since Jackson won't talk to me.
I grab a drink and try to have fun!
I'm socializing and dancing and then I realize I'm pretty drunk! I've had about 6 cups of this mystery alcohol I'm drinking. A random guy walks up and starts dancing with me and I follow along.
He starts putting his hands very close to my butt and I push them away and he continues.
"I don't feel very good" I say as I look up and notice Jackson watching me dance with a random person I don't know.
I run to the restroom and shut the door behind me and start throwing up.
I hear a knock. "Someone is in here" I say through gagging noises.
The door opens up and it's Jackson.
"Are you ok" he asks.
"It's not like you care" I say back rudely.
"I'm here aren't I? Apparently I fucking care" he yells at me.
"Get the hell out of here if you're just going to be an ass" I say while pushing him out and locking the bathroom door.
"I just want to go home. I hate how I feel right now" I think to myself.
Maybe it is better if I ask him to drive me home. I can't drive while I'm drunk.
"Fuck" I say to myself.
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Unlovable
RomanceEllie parks and Jackson black are completely different people. Can Jackson overcome his problem with loyalty after seeing his dad cheat on his mom for years? Can Ellie trust people after her abusive relationship? Can Ellie and Jackson figure it out...