Unlovable

Chapter 10

I debated answering the phone. Why would he treat me like that, and then call me?

I decide to just let it ring and finish my essay.

JACKSONS POV:

I can't believe I treated her like that. Ever since this girl has come into my life, I can't get her off my mind. I'm not sure why. She doesn't wear the most flattering clothes except for tonight. That dress... wow. You could actually see her body shape and she's so fucking sexy. Sexy... I never really looked at her as sexy. Maybe pretty but not sexy.

I decide to call her and try to explain myself.

I grab my phone from my pocket and dial her number. It just keeps ringing with no answer.

"Fuck, this girl is a pain in my ass" I say.

I decide to stop trying to call and go to another party instead. Might as well get drunk.

I show up at another shitty party with people I don't really speak to and people who think we're friends when really I can't stand them at all. I grab a red solo cup of whatever clear liquor is sitting on the table. Tasted like shit that's for sure.

I see some people I know hanging out, so I go sit down.

"Jackson, dude what's up" josh says while trying to hug me.

"Get the fuck off of me" I say and push him off.

" you're funny man. What have you been up to?" He asks.

"Minding my business. Maybe you should try it sometime"

"Stop being such a dick Jackson" Samantha says behind me as she tries to hug up on me.

"Get off" I tell her as I back away from her.

"Oh, come on. You had no complaints when I was on you the other night" she says and winks at me.

"Yea whatever.

"Oohs" can be heard around us after she says that.

"How about I get on you again" she says grabbing my hips and biting her lip.

"Fuck it. Come on" I say and lead her to a bedroom.

Anything to get my mind off of Ellie. I don't need that shit right now anyway. Relationships aren't my thing.

"Take yours clothes off" I tell Samantha.

"Buy me a drink first at least" she says trying to be funny.

"Take them off or get out" I say.

"Damn Jackson. Fine." She says as she gets undressed and lays on the bed.

I take my shirt off and grab a condom from my pants.

I walk over to the bed and slip my hands between her knees and separate her legs.

"What do you want?" I ask her.

"You know what I want" Samantha says.

"Say it or I won't do it" I say.

"Fuck me, Jackson" she says.

"That's better" I say.

I climb on top of her in between her legs.

I kiss her neck and bite the lobe of her ear.

"You like that don't you" I say as she moans.

"Keep going" she says.

I rip the condom packet open and slip it on.

"You want me to put it in you?"

"Yes please" Samantha says.

"How bad do you want it" I say with my hand in between her legs playing with her.

"I want it so bad. Please put it in" she says.

I slip into her, and she lets out a loud gasp and moan. I stroke in and out while sucking her nipples.

"You like this don't you. Being fucked by me and doing as I say"

"Yes please. Don't stop" she moans out.

I stroke in and out faster as I wrap my arm under her back and lift her ass higher off the bed.

"I'm close" she moans out.

"Say my name" I grunt out with pleasure.

"Jackson. Faster" she moans.

I immediately come undone and drop her.

I get off of her and discard of the condom.

"Thanks, but I got to go" I tell her.

"So that's it?" She asks.

"You're just going to fuck me and leave?"

"Yes I'm just going to fuck you and leave. Did you think I'd lay down and cuddle with you?" I tell her.

"Fuck you Jackson" she says while getting dressed.

"You just did" I say and walk out.

I leave out of the front door without telling anybody bye and get to my car.

"I'll try to call Ellie one more time" I think to myself.

I pull my phone out and dial her number.

It keeps ringing with no answer again.

Why can't she just answer the damn phone.