Stay High/Die High

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"SON OF A BITCH," he hissed, plopping down on a comfy-looking couch. Like I'd seen him do a hundred years ago in Spring. Thud! Casey leaned back, a glitchy commercial dragging. Flashing FOX. Fourth Quarter. 20 - 20.

So I snagged somebody's abandoned joint, and as I patted my damp pockets slowly, I realized. My BIC®. "Hey." Thud! Casey winced. They'd break in. Eventually. "Hey, do you..."

"Nah, I lost it, I dunno." His gaze on Breezy. "I lit up The Burrito Spot."

I blinked. No. I heard him wrong. "Downstairs?"

It was... hot.

"Yeah, but hey," he lulled, leaning, digging up a (torch) lighter among Dorito crumbs. "Here." His finger pressed—click!—and a flame lifted as I lowered, lit up absentmindedly. There was a Psychology here, Casey and I, endlessly high. I didn't know yet.

Smoke. My eyes closed; envisioning curtains burning, withering away. Ashes. Building shook as I passed. Sparks. Thud! Thud!

Then Ryan Succop again. FG. 23 - 20.

"Fuck, I bet I know somebody with a drone down in New Orleans."

What? Casey wanted a drone strike on #3?

No, #87, he said, and I laughed him off.

Thud! Crack!

We were dying already.

Heat kept rising. Wood crackled around us loudly. I broke a cold sweat, yeah. Before I almost stubbed an ashtray. His hand clasping my bare wrist roughly. My head foggy.

"Nah, I am staying high, Kir."

Stay High, Casey. Die High. Okay.

Let's go.

It was barely a roach when Casey stood. Floor quavering. TV went blotchy-white, blinding. Then Tom Brady again, Tom Brady as I died. First and Goal.

Smash!

Arms. Legs. Bodies shouldering in so awkwardly.

Everything unraveled and imploded, a shuttering speed, flickering, flashing. Window shoved open, screen-grating; climbing a fire escape like Annika could've—should've—Before. Up. "... and Tom Brady in The End Zone! Tom Brady scores a Touchdown!" There, as I wrangled over a wall: The End.

"Extra Point... Good! It is 30 - 20 in New Orleans, 4:57 a go, Fourth Quarter!"

The Rooftop.

Casey Kelly coughing quietly.

A breathless view of Manhattan. Dark. Defeated. High. 

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