Journey of Forbidden Emotion (UNEDITED)

Chapter 4: Spilled secrets...

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Chapter 4
Xavier-

I wake up with a jolt, my body weary, tense and consumed in sweat, I projected the dark blue sheets off my body and laid their puffing...

What, the, fuck. I had another weird fucking dream again..

As I focused on slowing my breathing pace I examined my vacant alarm clock.
It was about 9:45am...

I'm sooo tireddd though. I think that dream really took the energy out of me...

Except, this time, there was that girl I saw yesterday... Who is she? 
I know her name starts with R for sure.

R for Rare, radiant, rebel... haha I hope.
Rebel Rachel?
Rebel Rowena?

Short name, it's a shorter name.

Suddenly someone knocks on my bedroom door as I hurled my sheets over myself.

I'm my body being restless and lazy, I close my eyes pretending to be asleep.
My bedroom door opens and I wait for a voice telling me to get up.

"Oy! Get up" My sister yells at me. I reply to nothing, still, motionless and comfortable.

"Our tutor is here..." She states sighing.
Shit, home school today. Nooo.

"-Don't make me jump on you-" She threatens me, her voice approaching me.

"Fuck off Annabell." I groan turning my back on her.

"C'mon Xavier, Kaitlyn's ready to teach you" Her voice becomes softer almost giving up on getting me up.
I decide to get up, and cut her the slack... I sit up and realise I still have my boxers on. shit.

"fine.Give me five minutes" I reply sternly.

"Thankyou! We'll be waiting" She snapped happily, soon closing my door.

I changed into a dark grey shirt and skinny jeans.
I walk down the mansions stairs. I think about that garbage bag girl again...
Why the fuck do I keep thinking about her, I only met her for not even 5 minutes...
Maybe at 2 O'clock I can help out at the kindy again?No Xav, fuck.
 She is stuck in my mind like a fucking cliché love song!

"Morning Sir-Xavier, beautiful day" Antonio corrects & smiles strolls up to me professionally with his favourite silver dish in his hand.

"Yeah, haha hi; you're so lucky you won last night." I beam towards..
I let him win the game last night. I mean, he has done SO much for our family and I needed to repay him somehow.

"Haha Thankyou-very-much. What would you like for breakfast?" He asks me precisely;

Still half asleep I reply with a; "Surprise me"
I wasn't too keen for breakfast, however I needed to eat.

This morning felt sluggish, boring and I couldn't be bothered finding the tutor. So walking into the lounge room I once-overed the piles of half-eaten junk food lying everywhere from the late night we (Antonio-and-I) spent playing Xbox.

That's mostly why I'm so tired...
I REALLY don't feel like home-school today...

Sighing, I stared at the morning sky...
Such a elegant and inspiring view you could get lost in easily...

"Good morning Sir." Ann crouches towards the messy coffee-table beaming happily at me, while cleaning up the mess in front of me.

"Morning Ann. " I closed my eyes and leaned my head on the couch fully relaxed.