Journey of Forbidden Emotion (UNEDITED)

Chapter 11: A promise to keep.

Hey guys, I managed to get a 'Happy Birthday Special' in here :)
Hehe, I hope you like it. 😊😉😉😉

I also added a link to a YouTube clip with background raining sound affects.
This is to immerse you into Roxy's reality. (it's optional whether or not you want to listen to it). :)
Judging from the extra picture, I think you might like it ;)

#HardCoreRomance #Roxy&Xavier #Enjoy 💋💋🎈🎀🎁🎂

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Chapter 11:
Roxy-

I Squirm. Inexpertly my body ran to what I felt like safety... Xavier. 
 I wrapped my hands around his chest and buried my face into the sheets.

I have always have been afraid of storms. I hate them so much! Even when I was a little kid I use to hide under my sheets because no one was there for me... not even Mum or Josh... I was a loner growing up, a no body...

but right now... !

I feel like I am someone, or he is someone that makes me someone; and the someone I'm with; I could spend the rest of my years.

I slowly looked up at Xaviers face, he was smirking. Until I noticed what I had done.
I realised he had his shirt off. Heat emitted off his chest as I touched him. He feels like a bloody heater!

His touch was soft yet hard, curiosity took over me as I ran my hand across his chest. They were skin tight, hard, yet soft-to-touch. I could feel his gaze lingering on me observing his skin as i returned the love-struck gaze.
I continued to observe his 'man bumps' for the first time in my whole life, until I got to a larger bump...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CRAP! THAT WASN'T HIS CHEST. !

Quickly taking my hand off his pants; his chin rose up trying to contain himself.

"I-I-I" I couldn't say anything. No words came out. "I'm so-" I tried say sorry.

I could tell the impact on his body when I touched...it. Because his jawline and all his muscles tensed rising up and down. I have never had that affect on a boy.

"it's okay." He replied knowing that I attempted to apologize.

"I-I-I know I s-sh-shouldn't of d-done that." I stumbled my words.
WHY ARENT WORDS COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH CORRECTLY. 
I didn't realise our close we are...

"Can I ask you a question?" Xavier asks me as the storm roars in the background. A loud crack of thunder roared from outside.
"S-sur-re." I reply moving closer aware of the danger outside. The lightening lit up the room for a few moments as I finally looked him in the eyes.

"Can I kiss you?" He whispers leaning forward more.
!!!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!!!!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
 Flustered from his question! I answer quickly "Urgh. um, urgh, are, wha-who-why..."

I hated the fact that I would have to give my first kiss to someone... Especially Xavier!
I could live with that burden. Not.yes.no.yes.no, shut-up.

"first time?..." His words serious and stern he looked me in the eyes in an amorous way.
"yeah.." I managed to say quietly... This was the moment I had always be waiting for, so why can't I do it!