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𝙲𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚊

( Oikawa's POV )

Suga did follow me, buuuuut...

I looked at his bed where he was already peacefully sleeping, even when he was sleeping he looked so pretty. As an Angel? Yep.

I guess he was very tired.

I couldn't really take my eyes off the sleeping guy. Something about him makes me feel happy. No seriously, I feel so comfortable with him, he seems so nice and calm, I've never really met someone like that.

Hm..

I wonder if Iwa even realized that I'm not home right now.

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Did anyone notice that I'm gone? Or do they not care about me?

I laid down on my bed trying to escape these thoughts, it's alright, it's not like they always have to think about me, I mean I'm sure they have a lot of things to do. When I looked out the window I just saw the moon.
It looked so lonely, hm. Why am I even thinking about that?

I wish I could meet Iwa and the others. After all , Iwa was always there for me, although he seems like a very rude person, he would've always tried to help everyone. I wonder if he ever helped himself , what if he was the one who needed help? Why am I thinking about this only now?

Hajime Iwaizumi
This person was always with me. We've been together since we were kids. I've only felt happiness when I was with him, only he was there for me, all of the others never knew the real me. Okay stop, that sounds cringey. Anyways. I wish I could meet him right now, why haven't I thought about Iwaizumi when I tried to end this all? He would've hated me. What if he knows that I tried to do it and now he is just mad at me?
What if he never ca-

-Oikawa?

I turned around. Oh he is awake, I just looked at him confusingly and smiled a bit

-Are you alright? Suga asked sitting up

What? What's with these questions?

-Suga-chan, what do you mean? I asked him, what is even going on?

-Oikawa, your hands. You've been scratching it too hard, have you even noticed that your uhhh bleeding? His eyes were widened and he was just staring at my hands, he stood up and slowly came up to me

I then looked at my hands. How the fuck didn't I notice that? It wasn't really that bad, but it was kinda bleeding and everything was so red. But how??

-yep yep! I'm fine, everything is alright. Sorry I didn't mean to wake you up and scare you. I nervously laughed and started wiping the blood off with my shirt

I then felt his warm hand on my shoulder, I swear he is using magic. I calmed down so fast. When I looked up at him , he had this soft smile on his face but It still felt as if he was scared and worried.

-Don't worry, everything will be alright. Did something bother you? He asked as if he was whispering

-No, nothing bothered me, thanks I'm alright. I haven't really noticed that this even happened, sorry. I replied and continued to wipe off small drips of blood on my arm.

He then just nodded and told me that it would be better for me to just wash it off. Why didn't I even think about this?

I walked to the bathroom, I locked the door. Everything felt so horrible, but why? I mean I have everything I need, why do I feel like this? Do I really deserve this. I turned on the water and slid my arm down to the cold water.

I don't want to be here, I just wanna go home, be happy, hang out with friends and play volleyball with my team. But something keeps holding me here. Maybe this hospital will help me, I hope.

I turned off the water and walked out the bathroom, as I looked at Suga, he looked so sleepy but I guess he was waiting for me this whole time. That's actually so sweet, I smiled and wished him a goodnight.

I laid back down and just wondered what would happen tomorrow.

I will try to make my life better. And I will finally go back to normal.

Clinomania (n.)
★彡
Excessive desire to stay in bed

Author's notes

Hey guys! :D
I apologize for the horrible grammar and for the poor writing 💀 I don't really have time to work on this fanfic ><
But anyways how are you all? (^o^)