A loud crying was heard in the hallway everyone was gathered there, a small girl trying to escape from the nurses string arms but still gripping them tightly , she was flushed red and her breathing was much faster then it should be as if she was trying to get some air to breathe normally but failed she fell on her knees yelling one word that made everyone understand the situation at least they thought it was like that.
"Mother! Why did you leave ?! Why?! Why?!" And she kept repeating the words 'why'
While the nurse tried to calm her down everyone who gathered there were sent away from the hallway where the girl still yelled her mothers name. When everyone left they would keep whispering about her, some of them were worried for her but for others , let's say they were already having bad thoughts about her in here.
"Her mother died today at 3:24 pm" Atsumu said emotionless what made everyone get even more depressed
"Poor girl, I've never really seen her here but I imagine how she feels now" Sugawara replied still peaking to the hallway seeing the girl basically laying down in there while screaming , the thought of loosing someone important to you already made Sugawara feel sick
"Life's so fucking cruel" Sakusa mumbled turning around and walking away somewhere far away from here, the screams made him feel anxious. Atsumu walked after him , it looked like he was trying to cheer him up. But the both of them needed help right now
[ Time skip ]
[ current time : 6:09 pm ]Oikawa and Suga sat in their room quietly, it wasn't awkward or anything it was just depressing , the both of them won't stop thinking about the poor girl crying for her mother. For Oikawa it was worse , he would overthink about his mother , his closest friend and his other close people. He tried not to cry at the stupid thoughts of this all , he looked over at Suga just to see him reading a book maybe he tried to get rid of the thoughts although it wouldn't help. Tooru stood up walking over to the others boy bed , the two of them had eye contact for less a minute and then he felt his body weak and sat down next to the silver haired guy
"Can't get it out of your head either?" Suga said putting the book away and then sitting crossed legged on his bed while having his hands on his upper foot
Oikawa looked at him for a second and then leaned his head on between the guys legs and then laid his whole body lay down on the bed
"It's just all so weird you know? And unfair, she never deserved it I mean no one ever deserves something like that" he was stuttering while talking and Suga noticed that he got rid of his hands on his upper foot to then slightly brushing Oikawa's hair trying to calm his body down at least
"Tooru , you know how this life fucking sucks and people will go through a lot of shit, we never know what will happen, today we can be happy but tomorrow we could just sit down and pray for us to be dead. You just have to go on no matter what happens, you can't live without problems , you might loose someone you love one day and you have to be ready for that, I know it's hard but you should still expect that and then accept the fate and live on" it made him feel weird being so open and touchy with Oikawa , he never really felt comfortable with someone especially after having serious trust issues to people
"Why are you here? Did you loose someone? Or did someone ruin your life?" Tooru asked suddenly
Theses questions already made Suga scared his first reaction was just to awkwardly smile
" We all have our reasons" he quickly replied and stopped brushing his hair with his hand
After two minutes of silent Toor say up facing the guy
"Then what's your reason?" He asked with a very scary tone
"Listen my reason doesn't matter right now" Sugawara couldn't continue his sentence as he was disturbed by Oikawa saying
"Please just tell me, you know why I'm here, but I want to know why you are here" Tooru replied
Suga then sighed
"When I was seventeen, I went to a party. Me and some of my school friends were invited there, it made all of us happy , I mean we all are a bunch of teenage losers who would of course like to have fun, some of the kids would just smoke weed, drink alcohol and shit like that but to be honest I never really tried that stuff and never wanted to for now at least, but then later one of my friends got high and I had to look after him, I then thought about returning him back to his house but before that I've met a sweet girl, her name was Kiyoko Shimizu , the two of has had a nice chat. I wasn't really looking for a relationship at that time so i just thought we could be friends. Well let's get back to my friend now , as I said he was high and I thought about returning him back home, he didn't live far away so I thought we two should take a walk to his house, he kept saying some weird stuff and I just ignored that, when I got him safely home it was maybe somewhere around like one or two am. When I walked out a group of guys were standing nearby but I obviously ignored them, I stood there for a while and then I was about to make my way home, but the group of guys stopped me and dragged me somewhere else" Suga said looking down still having his awkward smile but his tone was getting much more serious then it was before
"And then?" Was the only thing Tooru asked after listening to Suga carefully
"And then I got raped" Suga looked up at Tooru already without his awkward smile
ephemeral
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Definition of ephemeral
adjective
lasting a very short time; short-lived; transitory:
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Fanfic| | ! T W ! | | Oisuga mental hospital au "Oikawa, I swear to you, I will show you the light of this world"