Catch Me Before I Fall

Nightmares

    * Trigger Warning: Mentions of abuse, rape, and blood* ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

Silence. That's all anybody could hear coming from Samira's room. Not a sniffle ion or even a sneeze, just pure silence. It had been that way for six hours now. As soon as Samira left the living room her brother's tossed Brandon out with the quickness. Unwilling to hear any of what he had to say until their sister opened up. Although it was clear to them now that the story she gave about the twins conception was obviously false, they wondered what could've happened to her that was so bad for her to make up a lie involving rape.

     Although they had not seen her in many years they still felt like they knew that in her character that was not something she would do unless something worse had happened. So with that in thought the boys dispersed to their rooms for the night while still girls headed to the guest rooms that was is given to them for the weekend.

* Samira POV *
11:45 pm
    Running down the dark hallway Samira used her hands to feel her way to her room. But something was off, she knew her hallway wasn't this long nor did she have hardwood floors. Even with that realization Samira couldn't help but feel the fear that crept up her body. She had Felt the same fear for majority of her life. As her hand reached the knob on her room door she felt a hand yank her back by the hair.

" aw the little mutt thought she could get away from me. I guess now I'm really good at the show you why you won't never get away from me."

" please don't. Please I promise I won't run anywhere just please don't.MOM. MOMMY please make him stop."

" if you think that she gives a damn what I'm doing trust me she does it. And even if she did she would never say anything because who else would pay her bills.

That was the icing on the cake. The realization that he was right and that she would never get away from him and combine with her fear cause her to shake so uncontrollably that she Peed on her self.

" aw the little mutt thinks that's gonna stop me. When has ANYTHING ever stopped me." And was sad he pushed her into her room and onto her bed.

As she lay on her stomach she felt him removing her pants and underwear. She began pleading with him, bargaining anything but this. Begging him not to take away the one thing she had control over. The one thing she was able to hold onto all these years no matter what she went through.

         And as she felt him ram himself into her she screamed. Screamed for the pain he caused but also for the life she lived. She screamed for wanting to die but never having the courage to do it. And she screamed hoping her mother would show 1 ounce of love for her and save her from this man.