Angst story 🌧️
It all started with the day of rejection. Not really like I confessed, but he loves someone else. Everyone knew how Bakugou loves Kirishima. But I wish that special person was me.
The first flower I coughed up was painless. Felt absolutely nothing except emptiness. If anyone entered the bathroom they would've been horrified. But I only looked at my reflection.
I knew what was happening. My mind didn't really care, I cared about him the most. Katsuki Bakugou was my love and I'm not his.
Nothing could've prepared me for everything that would happen. Midoriya found me coughing so hard in the bathroom that tears were streaming down my cheeks.
"You need to move on Todoroki-kun."
He would rub my back trying to help me feel better. Nothing would help the pain my heart truly felt. It's cracked and falling apart.
Katsuki would try to talk to me. Everytime Kirishima would be with him though and I wanted to curl into a ball. The flowers got worse everytime they were nearby.
More and more people figured out the more months that went by. They wanted someone to monitor me at all times but I told them I'm fine.
Really I didn't want anyone near me. If I have to deal with this I'd rather be alone or just with Bakugou. Not like I would ever get peace or quiet after this started.
"Can I come in?"
"What do you need Midoriya?" My voice was hoarse
He opened the door and set a cup of water on my nightstand. Next he sat on the corner of my bed with pity in his green eyes.
"Maybe you should get the surgery."
"I'm not doing that, I'll never be able to love again!"
"Todoroki-kun he isn't worth you being miserable! It's been getting worse the past 3 months you have to do something."
"Midoriya I'd rather die than do that."
"He shouldn't be the cause of your death. The problem is he made his decision and you have to live with it."
"I'll wait for him."
"There isn't much waiting though. You'll be laying on this bed dead when he finally realizes."
Suddenly I start coughing while staring at the ceiling. My body jerked so hard that I couldn't sit up on my own. Midoriya helped me sit up and brought the bucket over.
The same orange petals with thorns land inside. Red dots slowly land as the thorns had cut my throat and mouth. These flowers are always so pretty though. The perfect fade of dark to light orange.
I grabbed the glass of water and sipped some. The taste was very metallic as my blood mixed and I spit it into the bucket.
"Is he really worth all your life?"
That question hit me hard. Katsuki means a lot to me but I don't mean anything to him. Of course my mind wants to think he'll come for me but he most likely won't.
"He'll come around eventually."
"You see, you're saying he's going to break up with Kirishima and you can't rely on that."
"It's my last hope!" I coughed
"Your last hope is the surgery!"
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I chose to wait for the rest of the day. If nothing happens today then I'll do the surgery.
Everyone has been worried about how much longer I really have. These flowers and thorns are growing at a fast rate.
The more I cough the worse the injuries get. Honestly I could be bleeding badly and die in a few hours.
Flowers would then decorate my whole body. All would be orange and thorns pierce my skin.
"Icyhot! Stop coughing nobody wants to hear it."
"Yeah I bet you're one of the people that wishes me dead."
I heard him growl and then he looked at me. My body took me away from the situation.
I got off the couch and started roaming the hallways. Loud footsteps quickly followed behind me.
"Todoroki!"
I stopped and looked behind me. Katsuki was of course following me but for what reason?
"Do you need something?"
"Who are the flowers for?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean who are you coughing flowers for?"
"None of your business."
"I swear if you don't tell me-"
"It's you."
"What?" He seemed stunned
"It hurts the most when you know that you mean absolutely nothing."
"Shoto-"
"Don't try. Nothing you say is going to change this."
I'm not wrong, he can't save me. I want him to somehow but it'll never come.
Thorns could pierce through my skin and I don't think it would change anything. Flowers would decorate my body all for him. Tears and blood truly never mean anything.
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