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"What I did was not right."

"What are you saying?"

"I am saying, I acted without thinking through."

"But what are you really trying to say?"

"I am sorry, Ciel."

Alois Trancy answered to nobody

Alois Trancy always gets his way 

Alois Trancy will punish those who prevent his wishes

Alois Trancy, never apologizes. 

What he did was beyond even himself

Anyone would be taken aback 

The 'S word' was something that hadn't come out of his mouth

Sense the death of his brother

He apologized to the Gods for whatever he had done

To deserve to have his stability taken from him

He apologized to Luka.

'If I would have loved you more,'

He cried

'You would have stayed with me.'

But no matter the sobs

'Please, forgive me already!'

His heart dropped with every realization 

'I'm sorry!'

He wasn't coming back. 

Thats when he knew,

There was no such thing

As God.

God wouldn't let this happen,

God would have heard his pleas

Given life to the limp body 

He cradled 

He stroked.

If god existed

Why would this happen?

He couldn't depress himself now,

Alois Trancy, never apologizes.

But now 

It was 'unless.'

Alois Trancy, never apologizes.

Unless.

"Apologies have no meaning."

"Mine does."

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