The Question Game

Never Cared

"Go fuck your girlfriend! You know! The one you cheated on me with!you never cared about me or my feelings!"

This is probaly a little mean but he deserves it! Stupid players never change! They always stay the same! Never caring about you!

Always breaking your heart.....

"I'm sorry Maddy! I didn't mean to hurt you. I was drunk. She wouldn't leave me alone. I made her leave me alone before things went too far."

Bull fucking shit! Befores things went too far!? He was in bed with another girl for fucks sake! Going too far for him would be like getting her preganat and marrying the girl!

That's what they all say.

"BULLSHIT! You hurt me on purpose! Your a player and that's what they do!"

"I SAID IM SORRY!" Sorry my ass. If you were sorry you would have never done that!

"And I said bullshit! Now leave me alone! Your not wanted here!"

I know I'm being a bitch but being in bed with another girl while your dating someone is a dick move!

That's what players do. I just thought he was differant. I thought he wasn't a player.

He comes beside me and sits on the bed. Carson puts my face in his hands.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" I yell. I don't want him to touch me! I don't want him near me! Why can't he leave me alone. Let me be...Get out of my life for good.

"Please, can I ask you something? Well two things?"

This shall be good. (sarcasm)

"Whatever.." I look into his emerald green eyes. They look like pain and regret, but they're still hypnotising.

"Do you still love me?"

What am I supposed to tell him!? Yeah I love you. I love you after all you've done to me. I love you after you cheated on me. I still dream about you. I still have feelings for you. I love you so much that I'm trying not to have a meltdown right now. I'm loving you so close to me. I just want you to hold me like you used to. Kiss me once again. Love me like never before. This is killing me.

"Do you love me?" I ask. I can't tell him how I feel. He could just use that against me.

"Yes. I always have an always will."

He does? I don't beleive that.

"Then what were you thinking?" I blurt out without thinking. What is wrong with me.

"I wasn't. I wasn't thinking what would happen if you saw me. I wasn't think who that was. I was just thinking of you. I forgot that wasn't you with me. I regret what I did. I wish I could go back and change what I did. Since no one invented a time machine yet.. I can't." He says honestly. He looks really guilty.

Now I beleive him. I just can't beleive he did that to me thou. Its pathetic. It's like he never cared.

"So do you still love me?"

My breath catches in my throught.

I bite on my lip to try to keep from crying.

"Y-yea..." I stutter wisper. I just hope this won't happen again. I can't forgive him. Things can never go back to the way they were before.

Never.

"Will you give me another chance?" He wispers quietly. I know he won't hurt me again but I can't take the chance that he will.

"No." I say barely a wisper. I can't let him in again. He'll just have a chance to hurt me. I don't do second chances.

~Carson's POV~

"Will you give me another chance?"

This is probaly one of the hardest things to say to someone. Besides asking them out. That's pretty hard.

This is the second, just like when I was 5 and my mom flushed my pet fish down the toilet because it died.

I remember crying for two weeks after that. I know guys aren't suppossed to cry but that was my pet fish!

"No." She says very quietly. No!? Seriously! I swear my heart just shattered into a million peices. Why did she say she loved me if she didn't want another chance! Is it that Ashton dude!? If it is I know she deserves better! Like me. I like her, she likes me, thats how this stuff works. I bet she's just going to fuck the guy I just knocked out.

Just then Ashton comes to.

"Come on babe, lets go home." He says pulling her arm. He's drunk. Like beyond drunk. This is ridiculous.

"I'm not your babe." She says strictly.

I can see it in her eyes that she really hates this douche. I do too. He seems like an ass to me.

"Yes you are cupcake." Who the fuck does thos guy think he is!?Calling her cupcake. He's not even dating Maddy and he has the guts to do that when I'm standing here. When I get the chance I'm going to whoop his ass. And I thought I was being pathetic.

"I'm not your cupcake!" She screams and punches him in the jaw.

"Fiesty little one aren't we." HEY THAT'S MY LINE! Stupid fucking motherfucking asshole, excuse of a human. She kicks him in the crouch.

Well they're gonna save on birth control methods.

"Hey fiesty. Will you go out with me!?" Don't say yes!

"No!" Yes! I want to jump for joy and scream and shout.

"Really?" Yes you asshole! She said no! In your face!

"Yes." Boy this dude is stupid.

"Really?" I really want to kick him in the balls right now.

"I SAID YES!" Bad choice of words Mads.

"So you will go out with me!" He's such an ass.

"Yes!...wait...no....fuck." Well my heart just shattered again.

"You already said yes. No changing your mind!" Kill. Me. Now. I know she doesn't want this. I know he sees me staring at her in disbeleif. He wraps his arms around her waist and pulls him in closer.

"Mine." He wispers. I know its targeted towards me.

She's trying not to scream for help. I can tell she's beyond annoyed with this guy. Maybe pissed. Stupid stupid stupid. I feel so guilty for not stopping her. That should me.

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I decided to put carsons POV in this to make it more interesting. Like it?

Fanning, commenting and voted would be appreciated.

~S.M.