The Question Game

Boyfriend?

Its been a week since I've been forced into a relationship with Ashton.

I thought it eould be plain torture but it's actually kind of fun. Well not the whole dating Ashton thing but the whole making Carson jealous thing.

"Cupcake....cupcake......cupcake." Ashton says while poking me over and over again.

"Cupcake."

"Cupcake." He keeps repeating.

"WHAT?!" I yell and I swear everyone in the lunchroom looks at me like I'm crazy.

Yeah they don't know the definition of crazy.

"I just wanted to say I love you."

He whispers low enough for just us to hear.

"yeah yeah I love you too."

I mumble without thinking. Did I just say that?! Fuck me.

Every stares at me in shock. I'm even shocked at myself.

"What did you just say Mads?"

Zoey asks in complete shock.

"I said I love him and Don't call me Mads!!! Carson called me that! I don't want a repeat of history!"

I try and say calmy but it come out a little ruder than I though it would.

"I'm sorry. I forgot."

She apolagizes.

"NO YOU DIDN'T FORGET!!"

I shout and storm put of the lunch room.

Just as I reach the parking lot the cold icy wind hits up against my face.

I pull my grey hoodie strings a little so I can protect my face.

I run as fast as I can. I end up crashing into Carson on the way to wherever I'm running.

"Madelyn. I need to talk to you now!"

He only ever uses my full name when its serious.

"We already talked."

"I TOLD YOU I'M SORRY!" I screamed and ran even faster than before.

I ran home and when I opened the door someone spoke behind me.

"Slow down. Your too fast."

An exausted Carson says to me.

"Why did you follow me?"

I ask.

"I told you I needed to talk to you."

You already did asshole.

"But I dont want to talk."

And thats the complete truth.

"Please?"

He asks.

"No." I stay calm.

He walks closer to me. My breath gets caught in my throat from how close he's standing.

"Please." He whispers.

"No."

I say firmly. I'm honestly really scared but he wont know that. Im not going to give him the satisfaction of knowing that. I don't want to fall in love with him when I'm almost over him. I don't want a repeat of what happend last time. If I even thought about giving him a second chance he has a greater chance of hurting me again. I will not let that happen. I'm dating Ashton.

Not Carson. I love Ashton....well sort of and I sorta still like Carson.

But hes never going to find that out.

"PLEEEEAAAASSSEEE????"

He whines.

"Fine."

I give in.

"You never answered my question a week ago."

"I forgot what it was."

I lie.

"Liar. You remember everything. You even remember that time when we were 11 and both fell in the lake durimg the fall. I couldn't swim so you had to help me.

We both got sick and you stayed over At my house for a week painting and I ended up sneezing on a eisle after you finished painting. It looked really cool afterwards and you still have that painting hanging in your room. I know you remember that so don't say you dont." I swallow hard while he tucks a strand of hair behind my ear.

"But I already answered your question a while ago."

He thinks I'm dumber than I look.

"I know. I just want to hear you say it again."

He leans in even closer to my face.

My hearts beating twenty times more than is supossed to.

"I...S-till love y-you." I stutter.

Right then, he presses his lips gently to mine and my world stops spinning.

<<Authors Note>>

im sooooooo sorry I didnt post like 2 months ago. I've been super busy with school and guitar and Lots of things have happend during that time.

Heres a make up chapter. Again im sooooo sooorrryyyy.

Ps. I sing covers and originals on youtube. Check 'em out. Search up Smexymustaches01 :)

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-S.M.