The Question Game

Is he dead?

 Carson's POV

"I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed someone. I'm sorry I couldn't always be here for you. I'm sorry I-" I start to whisper but then Maddy cuts me off by saying.

"Shut up and look at me. You have nothing to apolagize for." She says softly.

"Yes I-" She presses her lips to mine. All I'm thinking is 'wow, she hasn't lost her touch yet.' I wish this could last forever but I know it can't. She's Ashtons, not mine.

Oh god I wish she was still mine. Shit! Ashton! I don't want to be punched out again. I need to stop before he sees us. But it feels so good. 

SLAMMMM! 

Madelyn jumps five feet in the air, well not literally but you get the idea.  She jumped high. Madelyn looks scared and shocked at the same time. Her face turned ghostly white in a matter of seconds. 

"Nooo, Ashton." She whispered low enough for me to barely hear her; and I'm sitting right beside her. She runs outside in the pouring rain.

Madelyn's POV

"I'm sorry Ashton!!!" I say for the millionth time. "I'M F*CKING SORRY OKAY! I'M SORRY I KISSED CARSON!"I keep yelling but he keeps on ignoring me. No matter how many times I say sorry he just won't understand that I truly mean it!He finally spins around after what seems like hours.

"Save your god damn breath. Go find someone else because I'm done with you." He says angrily.

"Are you breaking up with me?" 

"No shit!" He shouts.

"Why?" 

"BECAUSE YOU FUCKING KISSED THAT ASSH*OLE! I THOUGHT YOU HATED HIM! I THOUGHT WRONG." He yells. He's scaring me. I've never seen him this pissed off.

"I'm sorry." I whisper. I would of kept fueling the argument but I just left it be and ran off.

"F*cking assh*ole. I hate him. I f*cking hate him. He has to realize it was just a little kiss." I start mumbling. A good kiss. My mind says. Not just a good kiss, a really good kiss. He kissed like he used to. I miss him soo much. I almost ran into Carson who I didn't realize followed out here. 

"Cmon Mads. Lets go in. It's raining pretty hard out here." He says with sympathy and grabs my hand. I think he saw that whole fight between me and Ashton.

"Okay." I whisper. I don't care what I do anymore. This just hurts too much. Maybe I did fall for Ashton after all. I think. And maybe he fell for me too.

When we're back at the house my dad is still passed out on the floor. He's been like that for over 3 hours. Is he still breathing? I ask myself.

Carson kneels down beside him, touching the side of his neck. 

"Umm Maddy...I don't think he's breathing." He says apologetically.

"Let me check." I reply and check. No pulse. Is he dead? I think.