Still With you || A sequel to Boy with Luv

Chapter 6

I dialed the number, hoping it was who I think it was. It was picked up moments later. My heart sped up.

"Hello?" It wasn't Jungkook, it was Tae. I sighed, he must have called to wish me. My heart felt dejected all of a sudden. Why did I even expect him to call.

"Hi V" I said, my mood lifting a little as he chuckled a bit.

"Ahh, Jungkookie is currently sulking and so I picked up his phone" A small unknown smile crept up my face. Uhh, I was supposed to be mad at him. Wait, what?

"K-kookie?" I said in a small voice.

"Ahh, Sia-iee, Kookie is here yeah" V spoke softly before some strange noises happened and then I could here loud breaths.

"Taehyung?" I questioned but no one answered.

"Taehyungie, are you there?" I asked again but no one spoke. My heart raced faster. The loud breaths were now not audible.

"H-hi" My breath hitched at that voice. It was so long, so long I have heard him like this.

"Jun-jung" I fumbled with my words. I hated how awkward I could get.

"Hi" he said again, slower this time, his voice a little more relaxed. My breaths started coming out in short puffs. Why was I so nervous? I kept my phone between ear and shoulder and took off my robe. Better, much better.

"Sia, come on let's eat" Lucas said pulling on my arm a little.

"Give me a second, oppa" I said and he nodded.

"Oppa?" Jungkook questioned.

"Li-like brother oppa" I nervously said and chuckled. Why did I have the urge to let him know that the only boy I will like was him? No, I was angry with him, wasn't I?

"Right" He didn't sound pleased. I puffed my cheeks. I was supposed to be angry not the other way around.

"Ji-Sia" My heart skipped a beat. They way he said my name, in his Korean accent. It was amazing.

"I-I how are you?" I just nodded, a tear silently escaping my eye. How was I ? I didn't know. I had only survived these months because Alex was there to listen to me. He asked no questions, just listened.

"Say something" His voice sounded desperate. I could not. I could not say anything, too many emotions were swirling inside my head it was getting difficult to comprehend.

Why was I so - like this? Why did I feel like stopping everything and not talking to him? I had been dying to talk to Jungkook and now here he was calling me and I couldn't even utter a word.

"Jagi" That was it, I broke down, threw my phone on the sofa and ran to my bedroom. I hated how I reacted but I needed space. I needed more time to think.

The first few days, I had just spent crying and complaining about how much of a liar Kook was because he hadn't read the letter but he said he did and because of that I had given my everything to him.

I had ran in circles before, because of this- who should I be angry on? On me because I was lying the whole time? Or on Jungkook because he had lied about the letters and then later had yelled at me when he found out?

The door of my room slowly opened revealing Lucas. He was talking to someone, no not someone, he was talking with my phone. I immediately got up and snatched the phone from his ear, keeping it on speaker.

"I know that, Ok, whoever you are. Just-just let me talk to her" I didn't say anything but Lucas, he looked furious.

"Look, I don't even know who you are. Please let her enjoy today, she will call you tomorrow" My eyes widened at that, he knew who he was talking to. Jungkook was Lucas' bias. Why was he talking to him like that? Why did I even mind that? 

"No" I replied angrily. No I wouldn't call him. I wouldn't, I repeated it inside my head, I would call him- it countered. A dejected sigh left my mouth, my thought process was scary.

I turned off the speaker mode and kept the phone near my ear.

"Jung-jung- Jungkook, No, I am not fine ok?" My voice was harsh. Tears falling continuously as Lucas witnessed it all. I tried to push him out but he was stiff, and muscular and strong.

"Sia, I am sorry, I shouldn't have, oh god! Fuck!" He cursed. I jumped slightly at the sudden outburst.

"Babe, I just dropped the whole sauce on me, give me a minute I will call you back ok?" My heart lurched but anger had clouded all my senses. 

"Ok" I replied and hung up. I was too tired , too emotional to ask or answer anything. I sat on my bed, it sank comfortably under my weight. My heart felt so dejected, so out of place, that it physically hurt.

"Sia-iee, should I call aunty? Alex?" I shook my head, I just wanted to be alone. Lucas nodded and walked out, closing the door softly.

I just wanted this day to be normal. Was it too much to ask for?

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Have you guys experienced this dilemma?

Anyways, I will see you in the next chapter.

Bye bye,

Love,

Stuti.