Heart on ice

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I stood up wiping the corner of my bleeding lips stumbling to find my balance

I'm too high for this I thought seeing colors and shadows where they don't belong. I look at my knees which were scrapped and red like the whore I was.

"Give me the damn money Keith" I said Coldly this isn't the first time he's tried getting a free blowjob outta me but, I was used to his bullshit and knew how to get it in check.

"Damn princess give me a sec" his breath was hot and smelled like drugs. The only reason I'm sucking him off for money is because I know how well he paid.

He's offered plenty to be my sugar daddy but I won't be caught dead with his dirty ass.

Im already known as the bitchy emo lesbian at school. Which isn't the only reason I hate the damn place but, the fact that I'm only there 40 hours every school year and them knowing any type of shit about me says enough.

People should really mind their own damn business sometimes I only talk to one person who may actually care somewhat about me but, not fully of course because who wants to do that

His name is Jake and we don't talk anymore because he tried to make a move on me and when I rejected he drugged me and raped me so fun fun.

My dad left my mom when I was around 3 for his secretary in response my mom got into drugs and thats how I met Keith.

Keith was her plug and he started hitting on me the second I hit puberty which was around thirteen years old. Gross.Yeah I know but he pays good so it doesn't matter to me.

Back to mom she overdosed when I was fourteen. I was numb around that time so don't even feel bad for me.

I live in a apartment around a sketchy neighborhood so it's not the prettiest but I manage. I'm barely there anyway and it's only a couple of hundreds a month and Keith gives me a few every time he cums.

If I sleep with him there's a couple of thousands.

But that's rarely