Heart on ice

04

It had been 3 weeks since me and Elle met and we were pretty different yet the quite the same

We mostly hung out at parks or outdoors in general she loved nature and animals and I liked smoking.. outside and she was hella clingy but I liked it. Or whatever

We were in my car and the windows were fogged

Me and Elle untangled from our position in the back of my black Toyota Prius

How can I afford that with my broke ass?
Well I Let Keith fuck me for that one but it was worth it because he also gave me a phone with it and he's paying the bill

Not to mention the fact that his old ass has me in his will. Yes he gave me all that in return of being able to put his dick inside me. The seventeen year old

Now back to the top well things escalated in my car and me and Elle ended up fucking

I took her virginity in the back of my car.... no clue why she would let me do that but I ain't complaining

We got up catching our breath when I got a random text from Victoria- the girl I hooked up with the day after I got Elle's number it said :
<We should meet up again baby? •attachments•>

Elle saw the text and looked disappointed
"Elle.... hooked up with her awhile ago but I'll block her if you want me to" She looked somewhat relieved but still uncomfortable

I'm always screwing shit up "I should go shouldn't I" I felt unwanted.
Nothing new though

She took a deep breath before speaking "No I just... I know we only met almost a month ago but I kinda wanna make it official"

Oh hell... she still doesn't know about me being a whore
She must've saw my face change because she looked at me differently "baby I don't think I'm ready for that type of-" I started but she cut me off

"It's ok" is all she said and I grabbed my stuff and left before it could get any more awkward