Heart on ice

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I and Elle have grown somewhat close but I feel something I've never felt before when I'm hanging out with her

I don't like it at all and it feels dangerous but I think I need to get over it quick the thought of falling in love sounds horrible

I glanced over at the brunette beauty. I loved everything about the girl from her freckles to her fun personality.

I opened up to her about a few entities in my life but just a few when we get into minor arguments mostly about me smoking, drinking, etc she never uses the things I told her against me even when I hurt her feelings or say something out of line she just gives me space and then talks it out with me She honestly scares the hell out of me and if she dies there's my cue

I dropped her off at home and opened a bottle of happy pills that my plug introduced to me. Elle told me how dangerous these were but something's gotta keep me going to Keith

I didn't realize how much I took when the colors started to appear again and I drove over the Keith's as high as ever I opened his door taking off my jacket

He had that annoying ass horny smile on his face. "Welcome back princess" he smirked "whatever" I pulled down his pants looking up at him he had his head tilted back

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The routine was always the same unless I needed extra money of course. I suck him off, he pays me and I scurry off as nothing happened

If Elle ever found out she would be disgusted with me forever and being without her sounds worse than death

I couldn't even walk straight at this point because of how high I was Elle had texted me to see if I made it home safely I texted her I was going to bed

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The next day I was at Victoria's house she's this girl I've been hooking up with from school she's one of those popular cheerleader minions who just follow Marilyn around which is the preppy popular chick that I fucked in tenth grade. I know I'm a whore. nothing new though