The Pain and Fustration

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"why are you here?", he asked causing me to jump because I thought he was sleeping.

"ohh...umm... just for support."

"well you can leave now"

"look your mom told me what happened, and look I'm sorry okay! I just needed some time to myself, and you weren't making it easy. I know your don't like Arianna, but I need you to understand our relationship. even though you hurt me, I would never what to hurt you. I just don't need the stress and stuff in my life."

I know this. you don't think it pained me to see you hurt? you don't think I was hurt seeing you walk out on me? I know you need time, but cant we just take those steps together?"

"I'm afraid not. I want to move out for maybe a month or two and get my own place, just to see how life would be. you a re still allowed to come to my check ups for the baby, and we are still allowed to be friends. you can call or text me whenever you need me or want to talk just not about feelings. I will go to the house and pack my things, and cook you dinner for the week. I will leave instructions on how to keep the house clean and how to heat up your food. if you need anything else, you got my number and email."

"Damn Monica! you just don't get it do you? I'm here in a hospital bed because of you."

"No Nigga! your not in there because of me. your there because of you and your choices. I didn't make you overdose and pass out, I didn't make you try to commit suicide. I didn't even know you were doing it. so don't blame me."

I could feel my blood pressure rising, and I could feel myself about to cry. I didn't feel like going through this again, I hated when he made me feel like everything was my fault. he was just sitting there looking at me silently. he finally started to speak.

"ba-.."

"don't even bother Jason. Goodnight"

I walked over to kissed his forehead, "I'll be out by time you get released."

I walked out of his room. I explained everything to his mom, and she wished us the best of luck. she really hopes that we will fix it. I hope so to, but for now that is impossible. by this time it was around 1 am, and I'm so happy that I have a key to Yanna's house. I wouldn't want to wake them.


Jason's POV

I can't believe what just happened between Madison and I. she really just walked out. "SHIT", I yelled. I was frustrated with myself. I wanted to know how long she would be gone. I can't cook, clean, iron, wash, or any of those things that needs to be done. what would happen to her and my unborn child? all these things were running through my head. I really fucked up. what if I never get her back? I only had one option right now, and that was to call Arianna...

"Hello?"

"Umm.Hey Arianna this is Jason."

"What?"

"before I say what I called for I want to apologize to you for being so rude."

"apology accepted. and what did you call for?"

"well Madi and I just got into it, and she stormed out of my hospital room. I just need you to keep her safe."

"Hospital room? Never mind... okay I got you."

"thank you"

"no problem anything for Madison's safety."


Is Madison every coming home to Jacob?

Will Yanna and Madison every seriously talk about their feelings?



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