Immortal Fire

A Change Of Mind

Amara POV
I needed to breathe, get away, get these ugly images out my head of what I'd just done...this isn't me, I'm supposed to be on earth to make a difference and help these selfish species change, not execute them!

Hmm, who knows...maybe plans need to change in order to succeed...

As all these ludicrous thoughts were rushing through my head like a tsunami, I'd found myself at a cute little cafe that looked like something out of the Brady bunch movie... Perfect I thought, the smell of cake, coffee and tea swirling up my nostrils suggested this was good place to settle for a while till I figured out my next move.

I pushed on the Lacey white door and smiled as the little bell above my head rang, a waitress in a white floral apron was running to serve me, I rolled my eyes as I clearly saw a puddle of spilt coffee in her path, humans these days... Not looking where they're going or being careful, no wonder so many of them are injured or dead! Just as The waitresses foot touched the edge of the mess, I quickly flicked my wrist moving the liquid aside before it caused any trouble.

"Table for one?" The waitress said smiling. "Yes please" I said with a fake smile back. As she pointed me to a little round, laced, pink table, I nodded in gratitude. "Would you like a drink?"

"Yes, coffee with no sugar, thankyou"

"Coming right up" she said smiling again.
God it must hurt her face smiling like that all day, I know I couldn't do it.

She set my coffee down with a napkin, biscuit and tea spoon, I waited until she left to sort out my drink, how weird would it look to these people if they saw me putting salt in my coffee instead of sugar, couldn't help it, I just have a unique taste, what I didn't like was this awful smell... This cafe looked sweet on the outside but on the inside the smell of burnt charcoal raped my nose.

I just couldn't relax, no matter how hard I tried, it's like I'm at war with myself...one side saying that the killing felt right and it was a new path to take, the other side saying that is was murder, cold blooded murder that could never be undone, I couldn't do it anymore, the arguing in my head was making my brain ache! When I lifted my head out of my hands the most strangest thing I'd seen so far was in front of me....my coffee was floating around in mid air.... Last time I checked it should of been in the mug!! I raised my hand quickly to erase the floating coffee and make a quick and hasty retreat outside for a breather.

What was going on?? I think I just panicked too much and lost control for a minute...that must be it, as I stepped outside and breathed in the fresh air I noticed the feeling of no control was no better than it was inside...maybe even worse.