After that quick fight from the quarters I left. I just find my friends who chooses pain for love when they don't deserve it, unbearable. Maybe, If I haven't been on the same situation of watching my friends being a saint for their lover, I wouldn't react the way I did kanina. I'm not even at the right place to tell what I said but I just can't keep my mouth shut.
And looks like, Daehan will be one of those few people that I'll let my pride down just to be okay with again. I can't afford to lose another bestfriend just like that.
Reflecting with our quarrel earlier while driving away and thinking how I can make up with everything, I remembered her favorite food na palaging hinihingi niya kay Kilah. She's an au lover so I bet she loves Starbucks. Donuts and pickles are for her own taste which is weird. Kung di lang siya gay, siguro pinapranka ko nang buntis yun.
Pfft..
I bought the food that I'll be giving to her as a peace offering. sana nga lang tanggapin niya or hell I would lose my mind wondering how I can make up. But seriously though, I also don't get how someone can do that to her. It's just sad that you can let go of things without valuing or to be fair, just let it go that easily but whatever, wala na ako dun.
If my hunches were right, she also left the quarters which means that she'll be at her condo. 2 hours away from here, wow.. Okay.
Di ko din alam bat alam ko condo unit nya basta alam ko yun wag na makulit.
When I arrived at the place I stood in front of the door, calming my nervous self as I knock. Siguro naman bubuksan niya diba? Bubuksan nya yan sasakalin ko siya eh. I heaved a deep breath when a few minutes passed by but no one is attending. Baka wala siya dito? Bakit ba kasi naisip kong nandito siya. I'm about to knock three times again, making sure that she's really not there when the door suddenly opened and revealed her with puffy eyes.
See what you did Lareina?
"H-Hi.. I'm just here to ano.. Uhm-"
"Come in."
My eyes widen a bit as she walks back into her unit. Welp, I might as well place these food at her table and go din agad. I followed her inside, looking around the place with gray and white as an interior theme. Pretty cool but too dark and dim for my liking. Pake mo ba self, di mo naman unit to.
She sat at the living room's couch. It looks like she's drinking a bottle of beer since a moist from the bottle itself marked up the coffee table in front of her. I removed my body bag and places it on the other side of the couch before placing my peace offering in front of us. The silence which we don't usually have is making me uncomfy that I welcomed myself to sit where my bag is and I guess I have to say something.
I cleared my throat first, getting her attention and started to say a few words I scratched from my head while I was walking earlier. "Daehan.. I'm really sorry for my behavior earlier. I'm so insensitive and disrespectful. I know, I may have hurted you and well.. I guess I offended you and I'll gladly accept the consequences of what I did." I felt her eyes look at me which made me nervous. Baka kung anong iniisip niya or baka I look ridiculous. Saying sorry personally isn't really my thing
I placed my bag at my lap to collect myself again before continuing on what I'm trying to say, "Please tell me what to do to make up for it." I tilted my head as I show what I brought "Here's your donuts and pickles. I also brought Starbucks and strawberries as a peace offering"
I opened the boxes to show her what's inside. Not that I'm bribing her to forgive me pero parang ganon na nga and hell, the silence she's giving is slowly killing me at my seat.
