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" I don't like to gamble, but if there's one thing I'm willing to bet on, it's myself . "
— Unknown
( Side note - Sorry guys I haven't been posting new chapters , I will be on the grind to make a lot more ! ) ———
" You heard me . . "
" So that's just it . . We get so close and then . . - " Y/N felt their tears stream down like a river .
" I'm sorry - but . . She just doesn't want to see you . . "
" What did I do ? . . I want to know ! Why doesn't she want to see me ! C'mon tell me ! " Y/N seemed obviously distressed , they really were fucked up by the sudden thing of ' Ningguang not wanting to see them '
" I'm afraid that is private information . "
" Okay so - you're telling me . That giving someone context is classified now ?! Are you fucking shitting me right now ?! "
" I'm afraid I am not . . Please leave or else I'll have to call the guards "
" I was just about to go.. " Y/N left with a heavy heart . What happened ? Why didn't Ningguang want to see them , these were questions that filled their mind over the passing days . They refused to see anyone but their family members .
——— " Ningguang . . . Darling . . Why . . "
They laid down in the comfort of their bed not comforted one bit . There was a knock on the door . . Bewildered , Y/N got up and waltzed to their door opening it the creaks startling them .
" What do you want. . . "
" Y/N. . . " Ningguang stood there .
" ... Go away . . "
" Please just give me a second . . "
" Five minutes . Get the talking . . "
" Alright . . " Ningguang didn't even say anything they just stood there in the house , silent . . . They had nothing to say to each other . Ningguang broke the silence
" I'm sorry. . "
" That's not helping . . "
" . . I know . . "
" Why Ningguang ?! Why throw out months of bondage and happiness just for - "
Ningguang took Y/N chin getting close to them . Y/N's heartbeat pounded being so close to the female . Ningguang went in for a kiss and then-..
———
" NINGGUANG D- oh.. "
Y/N found themselves in their bed at night , alone . .
" It was a dream ? . . Is that my real desire ? To be . . With her ? "
They say there thinking all night unable to sleep
| Author Note |
Sorry I did that - I know you guys are anticipating the kiss and everything . We'll get into that soonnnn~
