I was fine for a long time. One loyal friend changes so much. It changes how mornings go, the length of a boring lecture, the length of an entire day or in my case the shape of most friendships I have had.
Couple of months already passed, no one ever got swiftly this close , my heart and mind were up to something that my conscious was yet to catch.
I have thought about it once, and all of me kept denying whatever was going on inside!
It's said that : '' whatever you give a woman, she takes it, multiples it and give it back to you ''
This lit up something in me, because I really wasn't sure what it was .
Was I given something?
- Something!
- what are you thinking about ? There's something I can't really identify , but I see a lot of stuff in different ways now, song lyrics, pictures and even words, what is this supposed to mean?
It means I am talkative when I am alone and my thoughts are too loud.
I clearly remember back then, when we first met in the neighbourhood , that your music taste is still uniquely the same, and I do remember us talking about it. I also remember you were wearing a white shirt, and I was wearing this hideous turquoise thing, I really hated that blouse.
Another while passed by, and I started multiplying whatever I felt until it became freakishly unbearable, and now I know there's no way back, and there's no way things are going back to normal, and he doesn't have to know about it, yes just act normal!!
YOU ARE READING
Somewhere near home.
Short StoryHow can anyone tidy up their feelings in order to write them down! Especially the kind of feelings that leaves your mind numb. Instead of trying so hard, it would be hundreds of times better to accept the fact that nothing is perfect. Fact, excuse...
