Running Over Thoughts

part one

heey, so this is my seond fanfic my first one is "with a tight grip" so ya you can go read it if you want, but i feel the words are better in this one, they way there put into a phrase is better. I dont really have a plan for this story im just going with it.... sorry for any mistakes/typos..... enjoy

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delilah's P.O.V

The door slammed, i pulled myself off the the ground. I ran, as fast as my legs would go, down the streets, turning corners, I ran away from my pain and trouble. I ran to try and clear my thoughts, but they wont go away.

My names delilah, im 18 i live in montreal canada, i have medium lenght black hair, green eyes, i have rosy cheeks which i hate. Im 5'6, im pretty skinny but i have my probleme areas. my parents disaprove of my boyfriend, especially since i moved in with him. They dont call me unless i call them, they still care about me but they dont wanna risk the chance to call me and jase to pick up.

The reason why im running is that recently jase has been kicking me out of the house. He used to be so sweet and caring, when we got in fights we always forgave but now he just gets angry very easlily and kicks me out. Hes not abusive but

he does scare me sometimes. Everytime he kicks me out i just go for a run and by the time i come back hes passed out in the livingroom so i just go to bed. I recently found out i was pregnant, i dont know what im going to do. My relationship with Jase isnt going well, and honestly i think he will hate me for getting pregnant. Until i find out what im going to do im not telling him.

Back to the present momment, i dont know if runnin with a baby is bad, but ive been running a while, and its getting dark, being a girl alone at night in the streets of montreal is not a good idea so i made my way home. I expected the back door to be unlocked, he always forgets that one. I walk up the steps to see my stuff on the step and a note on the door

you knocked up whore, when did u plan on telling me u little slut , i never wanna see you or that child ur carrying ever again.

he must have found the test in the garbage, why am i so stupid i should have thrown it outside. Holy shit im kicked out for good, where am i going to go, this is bad really bad. I decide im going to sleep i the back yard till sunrise then find a payphone and call my mom since he hadnt given me my phone back. at least he was nice enought to pack me some clothes and some of my stuff.

Just to let you know sleeping on hard ground is cold and uncomfortable. i woke up and threw my bag over my shoulder and walked out the driveway. i waved bye to the neighboors cat who was perched on their railing. I walked down the sidewalk, we dont live right right down town so there is quite a few fancy hotels out here and little allies its quite cute. i start to fell nauseous, i think its morning sickness, i turn into an ally and puke my guts out into a garbage the i sit down against the building. I start to hear screams, holy is some getting murdered, then i realise its more than one, the screams start to sound echoed and distant, i thought maybe they were getting further away but then the room started to spin and i dont know whats happening, i tried to sturdy myself when i seen 5 boys running towards me, i internally panicked. i tried to keep myself from slipping into the blackness but it was to late, i closed my eyes and let the blackness take over.