Running Over Thoughts

part 16 - smut smut smut

its a short chappie sorry but its smutt and swearing so view disgreation advised or whatever they say.

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Zayn came over and I got ready and dressed up. Zayn helped me with my dress and hair. haha. We walked out and he put a beenie and sunglasses on and we went to his SUV. The restaurant was really nice and we met up with the boys there. Liam looked smashing and healthy. The convo during dinner was anyting but the liam incident. I was telling a story about my trip to Prince Edward Island when i was young and I felt Zayn hand rest on my nee. No we have not had sex yet. I think it would be too early for a regular relationship but Zayn is my soul mate. Thats was cheesy, but its true. His hand got closer and closer then it reached my inner thigh. I coughed and shot him a glare. His hand rested there but didnt move an higher.

When we got home

"Zayn, im going to change, do you have any comfy clothes?" i said

"i can help you" he winked at me and followed me into my room. When i shut the door he turned me around and kissed me passionatly. His hand went from my waist to the back of my dress and pulled down my zipper. The dress fell. I've never actually had super meaningful sex, I want some one to make love to me not just use me as a good fuck. My hand went up his shirt and we broke the kiss to pull it over his head. My hand fumbled with his pant ziper but I got them off. his hand roamed everywhere and we backed up and he pushed me on the bed

"Zayn make love to me" i said

"I dont want to just fuck you Delilah you deserve much more" he replied

His hand found the clasps on my bra and it snaped off. His knees were on the side of me. My hand trailed down his chest to the hem of his boxer. I hooked my fingers and pulled the band a bit. He huffed a breath out. He removed my knickers and his boxers were soon gone. I Pulled away from out heated kiss and rolled him over so i was stratling him

"now let me show you how much I love you" wow that was the first time i said i love you, how classy. I kissed slowly down his chest and my tongue traces his v lines. He moaned. I quickly took his member in my mouth going slow and passionatly. He moaned loudly. He fisted the sheets, good cause i hate it when people play with my hair. I felt him twitch so i pulled back and went up and kissed his jaw then his mouth.

"now let me make you feel good" he said. his hands traveled down my sides, he kissed my belly button. He reached my area and his tongue slowly made circles. I moaned/grunted i wasn't a big moaner i grunted more. He kept going but fater my heart speed up i wanted to scream. His tongue entered me and his fingers did the other job

"zayn im.. im.. close" i said and he stoped "im on the pill" i said. He hovered over me and said "are you ready" i nodded Jase was first and he was really ruff and hurt me so i was a little scared of this

"i'll try not to hurt you, im really sorry if i do, i would rather live the pain then you but i cant" he said then entered me. i wimpered but it wasnt as bad as Jase it was slow and soft not ramming into me. He kissed me passionatly and went slowly and passionatly. my hands went down his back. This was slow ans meaningful and passionate and felt a hell lot better than Jase. it was pure heaven.