Running Over Thoughts

part 12- death

Zayns P.O.V

i opend the bathroom door to find delilah on the floor with a look of pain on her face.

"whats wrong" i said croutching down to her. she breathed out and i could the pain was easing

"zayn im pregnant and thats why jase kicked me out, and im only two weeks. it hurt where the baby is. can you please take me to the hospital" it was alot to take in but i knew she was in pain. I helped her up and out the door i got a taxi and told him to the nearest hospital. i held her in my arms and rubbed circles in her back. once we got to the hospital itold the nurse what happend and she took her right away. i had to stay in the waiting aera until everything was settled.

Delilahs P.O.V

The nurse hooked me u to an iv and it put me out. I woke up and the pain was gone. The doctor came in shortly after.

"hello Delilah" he said

"hello" i replied

" well theres bad news. the babys gone but technically it was never alive" he said to me

"is that why i had no symptoms of pregnancy" i asked

"yes, he/she was alive for a short periode of time and the pain was caused by the fact that he was comming out" he said

"ohh okay, um is zayn still here" i asked

"the young man who came with you, yes he is ill get him"

"thank you" i wasnt very sad because this pregnancy thing wasnt a happy experience and i dont think my kid would have a very happy life without a dad and lived in a sucky appartment. Zayn came through the door.

"heey" he said. i was relieved he was still here but he probs hates me

"hi" i said lowering my head

"how are you feeling" he asked

"im so sorry zayn. I honestly forgot i would have told you. I understand if you hate me for not saying anything plus it wasnt yours and you like me and i was pregnant with another mans child. I didnt have any symtoms cause it was dead in my womb. I cant believe you still here. im such a nuisence" I put my head in my hands

" i would never leave. even if i was mad. which im not. its not you fault that he knocked you up love. I couldnt hate you for something thats not your fault. you're not a nuisence." he sat closer to me and put his hand of my face i looked to him

"and i dont like you i love you" he said pulling me into a kiss, a passionate kiss and long. when we pulled away

" I love you too" i said. "so much for our fun last day"

"it will be fun if i get to spend it with you" he smiled and the nurse came in

" you will be released in a few minutes. there are no health concerns just take it easy no running" she unhooked me from the iv and i signed papers then i just left. Zayn took my hand and we caught a taxi. on the way bak we talked about random stuff how he knew all the boys shoes sizes and everything about them.

"k so ill test you zaynie baby, whats liam shoe size" i smiled at him

" uhh 10" he said

"you sound unsure"

" ya i get him and louis confused but im positive"

"okay , um niall" we continued this until we got home. Liam was out so we went to the boys room. While they were playing some random game in he kitchen i went to liams room and snooped around. i picked up one of his shoes and looked at the size it was size 8. i thought zayn said he was 10 why would be buy shoes way to small for him. This is getting weird.