A Madrigal in battle(KNY X encanto)

Memories

Camilo P.O.V.
It has been 5 days since my first mission and I have experienced another 6 in that time. Iguro hasn't been around to much since he is a hashira after all. I was sore from my battles and had a day off. I was walking lost in my thoughts until I bumped into to someone.It was Shinuzagawa.When I had met him he was a total asshole. He just looked down on me like I was a weak, immature trainee."Tch,watch where your going next time Madrigal."I looked up at him annoyed."yeah yeah whatever."I said as I rolled my eyes."watch your tone around a hashira you little shit."He said angrily. I clenched my fist."just worry about yourself."I said shoving past him. He growled. He honestly annoys the hell out of me, and I wish I could just knock him out. I kept walking until I got to my favorite spot.It was a crystal clear lake and a cherry blossom tree with falling pink petals. I sat down and opened my old photo album. It had Mirabel and me laughing together,my gift ceremony, my mom brushing my hair,and other good times with my family.Even though I despise them for what happened but I can't help but miss them.A few tears rolled down my cheek."Arrgh!stop crying Camilo you left them I long time ago!This shouldn't bother you!"I say out loud.I also remember the hurtful words abuela said to me,like "useless",or "is that really all you can do?" "How dare you hurt this family!"I put my hands over my face crying quietly.I don't know why All of these memories came flooding back to me all of a sudden.I wiped a few of my tears and continued to flip through the book.when I got to the end it was a picture of the family with "Family sticks together!"written above it.I stare at it for a moment and then close the book.I sat down near the Sakura tree and put my head in my hands.More and More of those awful memories of my past kept coming back and I just wanted to forget them.Useless....Useless....Useless !Those we're the words that just kept repeating in my head."argh,just shut up!"I said aloud.Tears ran down my face.I then felt a tap on my shoulder.I looked up to see it was Iguro."Camilo....are you alright?"he said almost concerned. I just looked away from him.