Saturday came around after a long week you had got close with a few people like Naomi panda cook jj and Freddie but you didn't like the twins very much you lay in bed expecting to do nothing as cook phones you "hey" you say down the phone "hey princess you coming to my party" he asks "umm no it's 9am on a Saturday" you say knowing the only reason your awake is you couldn't sleep because you keep seeing the crash happen in your head "oh come on your awake" he says "I'll think about it" you hang up and phone effy "what" she says down the phone "you going to cooks party" you ask "no" she says "oh come on meet at mine we can get ready together" you say "ugh fine see you in 5" she says hanging up as you get up you answer the door to effy to see her in her pjs "perfect come on" you say walking to your wardrobe "umm you wear this I'll wear this then you do my hair I'll do your makeup" she says as you nod you put on a black dress while effy puts your hair half up half down as you sit effy down you straighten her hair.
You both stand outside looking at the old pub that's falling to bits "let's do this" you say As you both arrive everyone's singing "ahh princess you came" he says hugging you, you wriggle out and sit next to panda as cook gets more drinks "he's fun" Katie says "no have no idea" Freddie says as you get up "where are you going" effy says giving you a look of sit back down "toilet" you say walking to the toilet you look in the mirror and grab mascara from your back pocket you reapply it and text your mum you never told anyone you did it telling them about your day everyday but you wouldn't let anyone know how you really left. After you wrote a paragraph you walk back in you see Naomi "hey Naoms" you say sitting next to her "hey" she says "look what I made" Emily says pulling out a cake cook sits jjs hand as he starts taking handfuls and eating it you look at effy as you both laugh while everyone else looks grossed out. They all start talking about how it's not a party as cook walks out "cook" you follow him out to see him talking to himself "something's gotta happen man" cook says as you walk up to him "oh calm down it's not that bad" you say talking his jacket and putting it on "thanks" he says as he puts one arm on the wall and starts kissing you he picks you up with your legs around his waist your back against the wall as Freddie comes out "I don't have anything ok" he says "cook stop" you say pulling your head away as he puts you down you walk inside and grab your bag "come on" cook says as you all walk out and to a boat.
"Not coming in" the bouncer says as you put one arm around effy and the other around panda "come on" you say dragging them round without the bouncer seeing you you walk over the fence and inside as you all laugh as you get inside you grab two drinks and drink one after the other even tho it was a pretty posh party you drink another one as you take effys hand to the dance floor you spin around "hey hey calm down" effy says as she drags you back to everyone else "what we doing" effy asks "drugs" panda says as you all walk to the disabled toilets you take some up your nose and walk back out to find jj "hey" you say sitting next to jj "hey" he says as you drink some vodka from behind the bar "I don't think you should do that" Freddie says walking over "oh well" you say taking another sip you see cook walk over as you get up and dance with effy you full on kiss her lips "what was that for" she says "felt like it" you say smiling and dancing again Jonny walks up to the front and starts doing a speech he calls his daughter to the front and full on makes out with her you effy and panda start laughing as you and panda are high and drunk panda passes out as you laugh again "wake up you dozy cow" you say kicking her head she wakes up as you start dancing with her you watch cook walk to the front and start singing . You laugh with effy and panda until he gets his round the head with a bottle Jonny takes him somewhere while you sit on the side of the stage you look at everyone you watch cook get dropped into some cake as a fight breaks out cook walks and sits next to you he wipes his eyes as he starts laughing and puts you under his arm "come on" you say as you all run out and to a tunnel you lean against the wall "your unbelievable" Freddie says "I needed to get laid speaking of witch any of you girls fancy it" cook says looking at Katie "no your repulsive" she says walking off "weird girl" cook asks "your beautiful but no" panda says "how about it then effy" he says "nope come on home" effy says walking off with panda "how about it then princess looks like it's just me and you" cook says as you take his cigarette "I'm going home" Freddie says walking off "I need to go" you say as he walks off with jj.
You arrive back home and walk to your room as paddy runs in "it's cooks birthday" he says as you hug him "yeah I went to his party today" you say "can you give him this" paddy passes you a card he has made "yeah" you say "paddy bedtime" Ruth shouts as paddy walks out you put a face mask on you lay there and wait for it to dry while you watch Angus thongs and the perfect snogging as the movie ends you get a call from cook "hey" you say doing your skincare on the floor with your phone on speakerphone "hey wanna meet up" cook asks "yeah sure meet you at uncle Keith's pub" you say putting on some mascara you leave in your pjs and meet cook.
As you arrive he looks upset "hey" he says putting his arm around you as you both walk "what's wrong" you ask as you both sit in a field "I fucked up" he says as you lay your head on his chest "how talk to me" you say as he plays with your hair "I almost punches jj he ran away from me and Jonny white wants to kill me" he says "shit" you light a cigarette as he leans down "I wasn't me well I was me I don't know" he says as you sit up and hug him "go speak to Freddie" you say as the sun rises "ok" he says as you both walk opposite ways "I love you" you whisper still close but you don't think he can hear.
Caption: cheering up this tosser
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