Childhood crush // James cook

Part 4

You wake up and look at the ceiling feeling pretty crappy you were really missing your family as panda calls you "are you coming to my party" she shouts down the phone "yeah what type of party" you ask "it's a pj party we're gunna play twister and make brownies" panda says as you sit up "I love twister" you say as she hangs up you put on a crop top and shorts before straightening your hair you walk downstairs to see paddy "hey ell can we hang today" he asks as you pick him up "I totally would but I've got a pj party when I get home yeah" you say putting him down "ok I'll tell mum where you are" paddy shouts "love you" you shout grabbing your airforces and walking out.

You walk up to pandas door as some old man looks at you "yes" you ask "nothing I have nothing to say to you" he says "ok stop staring then perv" you say ringing the doorbell "more friends" panda shouts as she takes you shoes off your feet "oh hello" pandas mum says as you smile "this is Ellie mum remember the one who moved away then came back" panda says "oh yes very nice to meet you we were just about to make brownies" she says taking you to the kitchen where you wash your hands. You and effy are wisking the eggs as panda starts singing Londons burning you look at Katie who's putting mdma into the flour you nod as you and effy start walking around the kitchen panda her mum and Katie go to greet Naomi and Emily "what's wrong" you say looking at effy "dads gone"she says as you hug her she sits up on the counter while you watch the brownies rise she gets them out as you walk out the room. You walk into pandas room to see twister "are you shitting me" Naomi says as you look at her "nah twisters great I used to play it on the beach" you say sitting on the bed "don't worry I spiked the brownies with mdma" Katie says as you high-five her "imma go pee" you say walking to the toilet you sit on the floor and text your dad about your week you were always closer with him you walk out and downstairs as effy passes you a brownie you shrug and eat it as you walk into the dining room you watch anthea look at herself in the jelly while effy dances around the room you take another brownie you walk upstairs and grab some pjs as you walk to the window and undo your shirt and take it off as you see cook looking at your boobs you smile as he falls "what was that" Emily asks "nothing" you say as everyone takes a brownie of Angela "can you hear the music oh yeah" she says as she starts dancing "I'm getting it" you say joining in everyone starts dancing apart from panda you watch her walk out but ignore it pandas mum passes out as you laugh "come on" effy says taking you to the toilet where panda had locked herself in "panda come on let us in" effy says banging on the door "go away" panda shouts "it was a joke it wasn't even us" you say as panda opens the door "you always bog everything up it's always you two you do everything you like just because your depressed cuz your mums getting wacked up the pants and your parents died big whoop get over yourself" panda says as your eyes full with tears you walk off into pandas mums room as you sit on the bed "I'm sorry" you say wiping away the tear that's fallen down your face you hear noises coming from the wardrobe "hello" you say confused "fucking doors locked itself hasn't it" you hear cook say as you open it "hey" he says "hey should of pulled" you say sitting on the bed "I will now won't I" you light a cigarette as he walks out and sits next to you "what's wrong princess" he asks "nothing" you say as he pulls you into a hug "come on you always loved bouncy houses" he says taking you outside to the bounce house you both bounce and laugh as you fall cook flips you over so your on top of him before he starts making out with you as one thing leads to another "I'm sorry I need ell" effy says walking up to the bounce house "yeah come on" you say getting up and walking over to her seeing her crying "come here" you say hugging her "bye princess" cook shouts "bye" you say back taking effy to your house in your arms.

"Hey come on get into bed" you say putting her into your bed "I'm sorry" she says as you put the blanket over her "it's fine I'll make hot chocolate" you say as you walk to the kitchen you make two hot chocolates you bring them back and give one to effy while you watch mean girls when she falls asleep you kiss her head. You wake up the next Ronny to paddy shaking you "good morning" you whisper "mum wants to know if your going out today" he says "at the start then when I get home we can play rock band" you say waking effy up "what" she says "out these on we're gunna go see panda" you say throwing some clothes at her you put on a shirt and a skirt before leaving.

You and effy stand outside the door until you hear it rattle open you both squat behind a bush you watch cook kiss panda and go to put his hand up her skirt you stand up "any good" you ask as panda sees you "I don't know what you mean" panda says "she means he's a sensational fuck yeah" effy says "there's a lot of things you don't know about me just cuz I'm useless don't mean I'm nothing" panda says as you look at her "who called you useless apart from yourself" you say "he's not yours ell hell never belong to anyone" she says as you see Thomas running down the road "be careful what you wish for" you say walking the other way.