*Sigh* I really really didn't want to make one of these, I just had to update you on a few things.
1: School, the most annoying on this list. I hate school. I feel like all it's there to do is force us all to be the same, creating an illusion of a "paradise" where THEY don't have to deal with varying personalities and WE are all boring as hell.
2: Lack of motivation. This is an interesting one to explain because I have a ton of ideas for the AU but I can't type them, it's the same with drawing and hell even maths and science sometimes.
3: My sleep schedule. It's messed up, I fall asleep at 2-4 am and wake up at 7 for school each morning. It's past midnight as I'm writing this actually.
4: STRESS! Holy s**t, I have very high expectations in school and we have our end of year tests soon. I pretend I don't care but I do, I hate failure and so usually I just quit at something if I have high expectations in it, but you can't just quit a test. I'm scared that if I get a low score then everyone will just force me to do even more work to help me "get better" at things, which will make me more stressed which will make me give up again and again. My brain will often make ridiculous things up and overthink things.
The picture above is just something I drew a while back. It's not important, I just thought it was fitting.
I'm sorry, this is getting long I'll stop now
Bye, I guess ~ Crazy
