I Won't Fade Away

Confusion

As we arrived at Sids house, I stormed ito the door and waited impatiently to unlock it. I made my way to the guest bedroom and slammed the door.

Sidney was worried, I could tell by her facial expressions. But I didn't feel like talking, I just unpacked my things and sat on the bed listening to Bullet for my Valentine.

I was thinking about how during the 4 months me and Justin have been dating, if he had been cheated on me the whole time. what mad ehim do this and why? Why did he lie to me?

Just then I got a text from him.

"Babe look, I swear its nothing! she's an obsessive ex that thinks she still has a chance, please come back! u know I love u so much!"

I ignored him. How could I trust him? How could I know he wasn't lying when our long distance relationship kinda sucked?

I rested my head on my pillow and tried to relax. I checked the time on my phone and suddenly got up.

Two hours til' the concert. Shit. I must have dozed off.

I started getting ready for the show when I heard a knock on the door. Sidney stepped in.

"You gettin ready? " she asked me as I changed my plugs.

"Sure am!" I replied.

"Alright well tell me when you're ready!"

I nodded and continued putting on my makeup.

I found my We Came As Romans shirt and ripped black skinnies with gray toms and put them on. I looked in the mirror and smiled. I was proud of how I looked tonight. The new necklace I had bought complimented everything and my new nose ring was the perfect contrast for my face

I smiled at myself and put on pale lipstick right before I headed downstairs to the living area.

"Hey! Let's go!" I said to Sidney shuffling through my bag, making sure I had everything.

We got into her SUV and jammed to some Maroon 5 on the way there.

When we arrived the line was just beginning to get long. I said a quick goodbye to my cousin and rushed to the line. I was happy I had VIP passes to avoid the annoying fangirls and scene kids. I made my way to the front of the venue and was one of the few to get in first.