I Won't Fade Away

Cheater

*Picture of Justin On the right*

The next morning, I awoke to Justin looking at me, and stroking my hair. He smiled as soon as my eyes opened.

"Good morning princess" he said to me.

I smiled at him and stretched. I was happy I was here. I couldn't ask for anything more. I was in the presence of my boyfriend, and I was about to see my favorite band in a couple of hours.

I turned back to Justin and pulled myself close to him. He kissed me on the cheek, and looked back at me.

"It's been so long since I've been able to hold you in my arms like this, I missed you so much" he said to me.

"I missed you too Justin, Im so happy I'm here with you." I said back to him.

"I love you Hannah, and I'm really happy you're here with me too"

My heart filled with warmth, as he said those words to me. I couldn't help but attack him with kisses.

"I love you too Justin."

He kissed me, slipping his tongue into my mouth to intertwine with mine. I bit his lip and looked into his eyes with a sexy smile on my face.

I climbed on top of him, pinning his arms down and nibbling at his neck. A small groan escaped his lips. I suddenly stopped and looked at him. He was looking at my breasts, which made me giggle. I felt something poke me from behind, I couldn't help but blush. I looked at him, once again and kissed his soft lips. He placed his hands on my butt, and pulled me towards him. I took one of his hands, and placed it onto my breasts. One thing led to another, No longer were Our tongues only fighting with one another. Justin rolled me over, placing himself on top of me. He pulled at my shirt , and yanked it off. He unhooked my bra and tossed it across the room. My heart was racing at this point. I closed my eyes as he starting kissing my breasts , making his way down.

My mind was running through everything that was happening. The chills, running down my spine, felt like spikes breaking their way through my skin. I felt my boyfriend ripping at my pants. I opened my eyes to see him kissing my theighs and slowly spreading them.

The next thing I knew, Justin had found my sweet spot, touching me in all of the right places. My eyes rolling rapidly , and my hands pawing at the sheets of his bed. I could only think about just one thing, and I went for it. I begged for Justin. I begged  for him to be inside of me. I was still clenching the sheets, by the time his eyes met mine. I bit my lip, everything half blurry around me. Suddenly, I felt something insert me, on my .  I screamed at the pain it brought me, but it was soon replaced by pleasure. I couldn't keep quiet. Justin had complete control of me now. I scratched at his back, and moaned under my breath. I finally felt the climax coming, which seemed like it took hours to find its way to me. I screamed Justins name, and he screamed mine. Last thing I remember , was that my eyes had grown heavy.

I opened my eyes to find that Justin was no where around me. I stood up slowly, my legs wobbling, and made my way to the shower. I turned the water on, and hopped in. The hot water relaxed all of my muscles, which made me feel relieved. I was Happy. REALLY fucking happy, for some odd reason. I started singing Trouble by Never Shout Never and found myself dancing around , playing in the water that flowed down my body.

As I stepped out of the shower, I felt a bit light headed. I shook it off, picked up one of my suitcases, and placed it on the bed. I looked through it for some clothes to wear. When I decided on what to wear, I'd dropped my towel, thinking nothing of it. As soon as I did so, Justin walked in. I felt my cheeks turn red.

He walked up behind me, placing his chin on my shoulder and his hands on my hips. His bare, warm chest, sent shivers down my spine. He turned me around to look at him.

His hair was still damp from his shower, and he smelt fucking great. I was looking down at his abs, when he lifted my chin up and kissed me. His lips were soft and tasted like cherry ChapStick. He pulled away, and set both hands on my shoulders.

"Are you hungry, my love?" he asked me.

"Naa, I'm okay" I said, with a smile.

He kissed me again and walked out of the room.

After I dressed, I dried my hair and put on my make up.

I sat down on the bed smiling so big, by the thought of what just happened. Just then, I heard a strange noise. I glanced over, and saw that Justin's phone was ringing. I walked over to the nightstand to where the phone lay.

I picked it up. "Alicia calling"

I wondered who this Alicia was. Justin never said anything about an Alicia, and I knew his best friends name was Teri.

I let the phone ring not thinking much of it. Just then, the screen lit up and a text message popped up.

"Hey. I just wanna say I had a great time with you, two nights ago. I missed you a lot. I'm hoping we could.. you know , again. Call me back when you read this."

My heart fell to my stomach and my happy mood, soon turned to a sad one. What did she mean by " you know" ? I didn't know what to think. I looked around the room for things that seemed strange. I was about to give up, when i saw a shiney plastic thing hiding under the bed. I picked it up and my mouth dropped, just as my heart did, it read "Trojan Magnum". I knew now, what happened.

I stood there for a good 5 minutes thinking about how I was going to approach Justin. I finally got the nerve to make my way out into the living room to where he had been watching TV. 

"Justin?" I asked.

He turned ariund to face me with a smile, but when he saw that I was upset, He frowned.

"What's wrong?"

"Can we talk?" I asked again. 

I saw his face turn pale with worry. He stood up and made his way to me.

"Okay, what do you wanna talk about?"

I hesitated to say what I really wanted to. All I could manage was. "Who's Alicia?"

He looked down at his feet and back at me.

"She's a friend." He said

I took out his phone and showed him the text message. 

"What did you guy's do two nights ago, Justin?" My tone, now serious.

"We went to have a drink or two, and came back to my apartment to just chill" His voice cracking at the end.

"Just Chill? Are you sure?" I said.

He looked at me with a fake smile, " Yeah, watched a movie and caught up on life you know?"

I guess he thought he had me fooled. I pulled out the wrapper from my pocket.

"What the fuck is this Justin? You know damn well, we didn't use a condom this morning, Why the fuck was this under your bed?"

His eyes widneed and I could see that he was panicing 

"Look, I can explai-"

"What the fuck is there to explain? It's clear that you not only lied to me, but cheated on me and had sex with this bitch the day before I got here" I cut him off. My cheeks were hot with anger.

"Please, let me explain" He begged. 

I stormed passed him and made my way to the room where we slept, him following me. I slammed the door in his face and locked it. He banged on the door pleading for me to listen to his sob story, but I ignored him. I packed my bags and called Sidney. I didn't say much but "Come get me now, Please." I guess she knew I was upset because she just replied " On my way."

As soon as i saw her SUV in the drive way, I climbed out of the window not wanting to deal with Justin, and ran to her car. I threw my bags in the back and we drove away fast before Justin came out.