mammon obey me

twenty four

         i felt a tear fall down my cheek and i watched lucifer stand up from the chair behind his desk. he walked around and wrapped his arms around my head, his arms wrapped around my head and neck, his hands gently on my face. he was holding me against his chest. i set my hands on his arm that was around my neck and i closed my eyes. another tear fell from my eyes and that's when i heard lucifer's voice, it wasn't his usual tone, it seemed more gentle and soft
           "MC.. please don't cry.."
           after he spoke i wiped my eyes with my thumbs and sucked it up the best i could. i really hated the fact one of the brothers had seen me so upset. none of them had even seen me get sad let alone cry in front of them. i'd always kept myself together pretty well especially in front of them. i still just couldn't believe i had less than a week left here, and it didn't seem the rest of the brothers knew either
              i didn't even think i'd be able to tell them. as i was thinking about it, my thoughts flashed to mammon. i felt my chest get heavy and my eyes filled with even more tears. lucifer let go of me and turned his swiveled chair towards him. he picked me up and carried me towards his bed. when he sat us on the edge of the bed i leaned into him again, my head pressed against his chest. i was just bawling my eyes out at this point
            lucifer's arms wrapped around me once again and i felt him stroking my hair, i was honestly really upset i wasn't sure if i would be allowed to stay. the more i thought about it the more i realized i wasn't going to tell the brothers i was leaving. when i began to calm down and collect myself together i lifted my head. he looked down at me and we made eye contact, i felt him release me, he slid his gloves off and before i could say anything i felt his hands resting on my cheeks
his hands were warm and gentle, they were really soft if i was being honest. i felt his thumbs stroke my face a few times before he moved them and began to wipe my tears away. he gently held my face with one hand while wiping tears as they fell from my eyes. he wiped my cheeks dry and he seemed to understand why exactly i was so hurt over this. when is finally dried my tears up i'd been in there for about an hour, i didn't even want to leave just to make sure i didn't look like i'd been crying
i sat there with lucifer for a while longer, i'd moved myself on his lap i was facing the side. my legs hung off the side of his legs and i was leaning the side of my body against his chest. i rested my cheek against his chest and his chin was on the top of my head. his arms were wrapped around my torso and he was rubbing my side gently. i sniffled back the remaining tears and just stayed there letting him hold me
it was nice having someone hold me like this while i cried, i hadn't broke down in the devildom before so i hadn't had someone hold me while i cried in a while. it felt nice and i felt cared for. i know mammon cared for me but i didn't want to tell him or cry in front of him, i know maybe it seemed like a dick move not to tell the rest of the brothers. but i wanted to enjoy it while i could, nothing out of the ordinary
when i finally had calmed down enough, i lifted my head from where it was laying on lucifer's chest. i glanced up at him and even he looked a bit sad, we locked eyes and i couldn't help but smile, it was more of a sad smile than one i'd normally give him
"i'm sorry for being here for so long, you seemed like you were busy before this"
i watched as lucifer shook his head, he gave me a small sad smile back and replied. his voice was soft and quiet
"no i don't mind. it was better than the paperwork, plus i liked holding you"
i felt lucifer's hand slide up my side and he rested it on my cheek, i leaned into his hand and looked away from his eyes. hell this wasn't a time to be getting nervous around him, before i could really react to anything i felt his lips press against mine. my heart fluttered and my face flushed red, this one kiss must've not been enough since i felt his lips against mine once again. it was kinda a shock to me since usually i was the one that made moves on the brothers but i didn't mind this
            lucifer leaned his forehead against mine when he seemed satisfied, i closed my eyes and i heard his voice fill my ears once again as he spoke
          "MC, i tried to convince lord diavolo to let you stay, i did. but he said you were still a human and you need to go back to the human world. i didn't want you to leave. i really love you MC"
        i just nodded sucking back the newly formed tears, i wondered if diavolo would let me stay if i asked and explained how i found the devildom more of a home than the human world. though i wasn't sure since how lucifer explained my situation it seemed solomon and the angels would be leaving too. i let a breath leave my mouth and i glanced away from lucifer direction. if i did have to leave i wanted to spend time with the rest of the brothers as well
            "i'm gonna go now, please tell me if lord diavolo says anything different about me having to leave"
        lucifer nodded and i stood up, i leaned down and placed one last kiss on his forehead, honestly i really loved my moments with lucifer. since he got more used to me being here and being close with them all, our time together was sweet. he always would show me how much he cared for me even if he never said it out loud. i left lucifer's room and shut the door behind me. i slowly made my way towards my room and when i made it there mammon was standing in front of my door. had he been waiting the whole time?