mammon obey me

ten

he lead me up to the planetarium and we sat down where we usually laid. we had blankets and pillows up here at all times just in case we ever snuck up here, i let out a breath i was stressed about what just happened, i never imagined things happening like that. hell i barely even imagined beel would kiss me like that
   "what's up MC, you seem like your irritated or something, and the feeling in my stomach i'm getting from beel is telling me something happened. so spill"
   i leaned back on my pillow and sighed quietly. i wasn't sure how to tell him this. i didn't know if he'd get jealous or get upset in anyway, i know the twins agreed to share me equally and now beel had one upped him
   "well.. beel had made a move i guess and recently mammon had told me how he felt and that's why i had been spending more time with him. but then mammon walked in and me and beel and he got upset. and i hate making any of you upset. it just gets me stressed and makes me feel like i'm doing something wrong"
   belphie was definitely a little jealous that beel had gotten to make a move but he wasn't going to be the asshole and make it worse by asking for his turn
    "well MC, you cant always keep everyone happy yknow, at least someone's going to have a broken heart at some point, especially in this house. you changed us all and everyone's really attached to you. even lucifer" belphie took a short breath before going on
    "listen i know it sounds bad or maybe not what you want. but maybe try and apologize to mammon and then fix things, and chose how you want things to go yknow? you cant keep everyone pleased all the time, you already do enough for us"
    belphie laid down next to me and turned on his side to face me, i rolled over and we held eye contact for a moment. maybe belphie was right. i should apologize but also maybe do what i want for once and not try to run around pleading everyone else
   "thank you belphie. you know you're really sweet at times and i really like it, you've helped me so much in the year i've known you"
    he hated when it was brought up that he'd known you less than the rest of his brothers but he just shook it off for now. though he wished he'd gotten as much time with you as they did
    "cmere MC.."
   belphie held his arms out and i accepted his invitation. i made my way to his arms and he wrapped them around me, he always had such a nice way to comfort me. i closed my eyes and just let belphie hold me. but i saw how late it looked outside, just a little longer wouldn't hurt
    we stayed like that for a little bit longer before belphie slowly let go and looked me in the eyes, i lifted my head up and his eyes met mine. i smiled slightly
   "thank you belphie, really i appreciate it"
   "of course MC, we should probably go back to my room though beels probably wondering where we are"
   belphie stood up and held his hand out for me, i took it and he helped me up. he kept the light hold on my hand as he took us back to his room, when he opened the door beel practically jumped up from his bed. he came over to us and took my hand from belphies, leading me to his bed where the three of us usually slept when i would sleep in their room
   beel climbed onto his mattress and i went after leaving belphie last to get into bed. i always slept in between them though now after what happened with beel and the talk with belphie i was a bit nervous i wasn't sure for what reason exactly
    beel used his D.D.D. to turn the lights off and i turned to face belphie as usual. i always held onto him when sleeping with them, belphie leaned his head against my chest and i cradled him, i felt beels arms wrap around my body and he snuggled up close. my cheeks burned red
   i closed my eyes but not even a minute later i felt belphie moving a bit more up towards my face and i let him, when we were eye level he smiled and placed a kiss on my cheek. i didn't want to disturb the peace so i just whispered to him
   "belphie we're supposed to be going to sleep cmon"
    he smiled and placed both of his hands on my cheeks he didn't move though. i gave him a small nod letting him know it was fine. i closed my eyes preparing myself. it was soft and only for a brief moment but belphie had kissed me. and that was it. he moved himself back down and laid his head back against my chest though i heard a whisper come from him
   "thats all i wanted, that was me getting even with beel"
   me and him both knew it wasn't even but he seemed to find it good enough at least for now
   beel must've felt us moving around cause his arms that were around my waist tightened just a little, he pulled himself closer to me. i closed my eyes and let myself drift off into happy thoughts hoping mammon would forget about what he saw in my room, honestly i hoped i'd forget mammon walked in too
    beel placed a small kiss on the top of my head and that was the last thing i remembered before i drifted off to sleep