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Imagine 11 - disappear (prt 2)

TW: suicidal thoughts, a bit of abuse

'I can't do this Tommy' I say as I fall down the wall crying he takes hold of my writs 'yes you can y/n you are a shelby not anyone shelbys get through death ok' he says 'no no I can't I can't'

 I say crying I got a glimpse of tommys gun 'Tommy kill me kill me' I say 'no y/n you are crazy' he says 'no I want to be with him kill me' I say agian 'ARTHUR' Tommy shouts 'no no' I say as I get up but it was too late arthur walks in

'What Tommy' he says 'y/n wants to die' Tommy says arthur looks to me 'look y/n i know how you feel but you don't need to die' he says

 'no one understands you all have wife's' I say 'y/n' Tommy says 'no don't y/n me I am out' I say 'no you are not' arthur says 'yes' I say I saw arthur get angrier he pick up a vase 'please arthur no stop please' I say as I put my hands up to cover me

 'arthur what the fuck are you doing that is your sister' Tommy says 'I don't care' he says he throws the vase at me and it hits me right he the stomach

I try to get up but fail Tommy helps me up 'y/n y/n you are ok you are ok' he says but I knew I wasn't going to be I could feel my eyes closing 'y/n I need you to stay awake come on' Tommy says 'she wanted this Tommy' Arthur says

 'SHUT THE FUCK UP ARTHUR AND GET POLLY' Tommy shouts and Arthur leaves he comes back with polly and she gasps 'oh my god who did this' polly says 'Arthur' Tommy says my eyes were closing 'Arthur are you serious you are the reason why she dies if she does' she says and she attends my wounds

'Yes ok yes I am' Arthur said ashamed 'polly' I say grabbing her wrist 'let me go let me see my husband' I say 'is this what you want y/n' she says 'yes it is' I say she lets go off me

 'what polly no don't leave her to die no please stop work on her wounds polly' Tommy says 'Tommy it's what she wants' polly says everyone stands back and watches blood come up into my mouth I close my eyes and see him after everything I smile

I AM HOME

AGAIN SORRY THIS IS SHORT I AM RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS 💡