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Image 6- R.I.P

Warning: light smut, breast cancer, lesbian things, suicided

As a child you went through with what your brothers told you to do but as you turned older and older you realised that you don't care about what they say you are going to do what you wanted no matter what

But when you were 20 you found out you had breast cancer when you went for you monthly check up so you rub up and didn't tell anyone and you weren't going to

I was in my room reading then polly called me 'y/n get dressed now' she said 'why' I say back 'just do what I say fucking hell' she says 'alright calm down' I say

I get out of bed and get dressed into this new suit I brought it looked very nice it was like a black but navy blue blazer and wait coat and a white shirt and a black tie i put on my boats

I brush my hair brush me teeth and walk downstairs 'wow y/n you look amazing' I heard ada say because she stopped talking to Tommy he turned around 'yeah you look amazing y/n' he said and I smiled and walked to polly

I walked into the kitchen and saw John he saw me and threw me an apple Tommy walked in and I caught it just in front of his face

'John what the fuck aim next time please luckily I caught it you fucking goose' I say and he laughs Tommy looks at me 'but it was a good catch y/n' he says 'thanks Tommy' I say he goes to sit down

I was eating breakfast that polly made for all of us when there was a knock at the door I stooped doing what I was doing and I dropped my toast 'y/n anything you want to tell us' arthur says 'no no' I say as I make my way to the door

'What are you doing here!' I say 'yeah well I said not in the morning darling' I say and she blushes 'give me a kiss though' I say and she does I smile and bring her upstairs your family saw you So they followed you and listened they were going to walk away but then she stopped you and they were interested

I kiss her when I close my door I locked it to I pin her against the wall and started to kiss her neck and take off her clothes

'Baby stop' she says 'alright yeah why' I say 'there is something I need to tell you' she says 'go one then' I say 'I am sorry first of all but umm I work for the crown they made me come here to kill you' she says and gets out her gun and clocks it 'I am so sorry' she says 'y/n open this door now!' Tommy shouts 'I can't she has got a gun to my head' I say

I kick her in the hip and grab the gun I walk over the door and open it Tommy comes in with his gun held up 'put it away Tom' I say and he does I put the gun on the bed and help her up and then my angry got the best of me and I pin her against the wall but a lot harder

'YOU LIED TO ME I TOLD TOU EVERYTHING ABOUT ME AND NOW YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE IT AND USE IT' I shout at her 'y/n please baby if I didn't do it then they would of killed me' she says 'at this point I am going to kill you' I threw her on the floor and kicked her

'Was it just me you were told to kill' I asks her 'no Tommy as well' she say I grab the gun a shot her 'I am leaving this fucking house get rid off that girl now' I say as I walk out I walk downstairs and then grab my coat and walked out I put it on and walked to the stables

As I was walking there I could feel someone behind me I turned around and saw no one there but then I got punched in the gut and punched in the face and then kicked and kicked 'you think you can kill our best girl from the crown no' the voice says they kick me and kick me they pull out my tooth and I let out a groan

The police came running over as they are on patrol they grab the men off me but I am going in and out of Conscious as he picked me up 'put her in the car and drive her to her house keep and eye on her' he says to one man the the other

I was in the car and dozing off at this point we finally arrive and the police don't knock they just barged in 'MR SHELBY' he shouts but I fell over and hit something 'MR SHELBY' he shouts again as he picks me up he comes out with John 'what the fuck happened to her' Tommy says 'we found her getting beat by the leader of the crown' he says as I cough up blood

'Tommy I didn't even try to stop them and then he did I would of die If it wasn't for him' I look at the officer 'so thank you old man' I say and he nods 'no worries miss Shelby' he says a walks out and I lay down and cough up more blood I stand up and walk into a wall as my vision is going blurry I felt someone grab me and hold me tight I smiled and looked at the person 'polly help me please' I say as I fall over

'Y/n you have to get up' she says 'I can't fucking see polly my vision is blurry' I say and the all I see is black and I go out like a light I fall again 'go get med kit now!' Polly shouts

I wake back up and groan prolly helps me take off my blazer and waist coat and shirt and I was wearing a something like girls my age shouldn't wear it to hide that you had breast cancer and then polly started to cry

'polly dot cry don't cry ok it's fine ok' I say 'no it not fine doesn't hurt' she says 'yeah of course but I have pushed through it for 2 years' I say 'why wouldn't you tell us y/n' arthur says 'because I hated it' i say but polly starts to work on my wounds and it hurt like a bitch John holds me
Down so she could stitch me up and I scream 'stop please' I say 'almost down y/n' she says and I nod

After she finished I let out as high of relief 'y/n' Tommy says 'yes Tom' I say 'is this the reason why you didn't fight back because you are in so much pain you just want it to end.' He says 'yes yes that is exactly why Tom and it hurts so much and I don't know what to do anymore' I say as I put my head back to stop the tears something me and Tommy do

Ada came in just as I put my blazer one 'I heard what happened are you ok' she says 'yeah all good just a threw bruises and stitches' I say and we both chuckle 'y/n tell ada' Tommy says 'no I don't' I say 'tell me What' she says 'nothing tommys being over the top' I say as I look at her 'no I am not your sister has breast cancer and she didn't tell any off us' he says

'Why and how long' she says 'because you would all worry and I wouldn't be able to live my last years of my life and for 2 years now but ada' I say she drops her book and walks out I sigh

'See should of told us earlier y/n she now will feel bad for being away for so long' John says 'I told her to go on the holiday guys' I say I get up 'right time to go to sleep so I can see mom' I say as I walk out 'y/n no' polly says 'why not if I speed it up then no one has to worry anymore' I say and I walk upstairs I walk to my room and lock the door I stand in front of the mirror and take everything off

I take off my bandage and cry I put it all back on to discussed to look at them and grab my gun out my draw I sit on the bed and look out the window 'i love you guys' I say and look out the window and look up I clock the gun and pulled the trigger it made the loudest bang ever..

3rd person pov
They all heard a bang from y/n room and they all ran up and kicked in the door and saw her body lying they and she wound bleeding out on the bed and some blood dripping on the floor 'oh my good' polly says 'y/n is gone' Tommy says 'and her funeral will be Tomorrow' he says again

ada comes running in and saw her body and cries into pollys shoulder 'she is gone but she is till here she is with mum and that's what she wanted' John says and everyone nods

They got someone to do up your body and dress you nice in you fav suit and put you in your box that was a accident Egyptian one and put you in a carriage they all said there words and lit the match and the person to do it was ada

Writer: This one is longer then some but i think this one is good a bit sad but it is good sorry if it hurt anyone or can relate and if you are going through it now I am so sorry you will get through❤️🤍🕊