I have completed another semester of college and I'm ready to enjoy summer break. Well... I normally would be. Because of the unfortunate engagement between Del and me, I've become perhaps a little dependent on them for some... undisclosed needs.
However, that's where the problem lies. For Del, they seem to like someone completely complacent and very people-pleasery, so why they would decide that someone like me was a good choice will forever be beyond me. Before we got involved, they just irritated the hell out of me, and honestly still kinda do, but I do prefer our current situation to before since we both get something out of it. I just don't care so much for being a goody-two-shoes for them. The things that they ask me to do can be so humiliating and leaves me feeling slightly questionable. The psychology behind what that means for both of us must be a whole book's worth.
Aw, but back to the point. Del has taken to ignoring me recently, most likely due to my refusal during the last of our... sessions? and a couples of arguments beforehand. This wouldn't usually be such an issue to get over if wasn't for the fact that we've already been doing this for a few months now and I've started to rely on it as a form of release. Masturbation helps, but pales in comparison, so I still become frustrated regardless.
I understand the agreements that we made initially but... I don't know, the idea of giving up my independence is both a scary but exciting experience and has lead me into situation. I should have thought more about it before sinking in so deep.
"Ugh, maybe I can distract myself with some games." I grabbed my switch from my bag and started up a game for a few hours.
Suddenly, I heard the front door open and close unsubtly as I hear multiple footsteps make their way to the other side of the house. I glanced out of the window and it seems to some time in the afternoon. I caught the voices and recognized both of them... Del and that dumb jock.
I felt a irritated ping hit me. I fully aware why he was here for and it's definitely not studying. They've forced me to redo their homework before, so yeah, definitely not the types to study.
Whatever... I don't care. I really don't care. I went back to playing my game but knowing this gnawed at my skin and after a bit, I simply couldn't take it anymore. Without another thought, I got up and walked to opposite side of the house, stopping in front of Del's bedroom door.
Ugh, I can't believe I'm back here again... I'm trembling as I attempt to open the door. The last thing I want to do is open it while they're deep in it but the longer I wait the most likely that is to happen.
"Would it be smarter to wait?" I whispered.
Its already been weeks since the last time we did something together and the envy of him and them doing anything is pissing me off. I groaned as I fight around with the decisions in my mind.
Whatever, Fuck it! Just do it. I took a deep breath and push open the door in one go. Thankfully, they wasn't far into it. The jock was in his underwear as well as Del with their hand skimming his thighs while both of their heads snapped up at me, causing me to shrink a bit.
"D-Del... Can I speak to you for a bit?"
They gave a wicked 'wtf' look. "What the fuck? What do you have to say that's so important that we have to talk now? Get the fuck out of here?"
I lost all of my vibrato I had earlier and stared at floor. "It's kinda import-."
"Kinda? Oh my god, you interrupted us for something stupid, didn't you? I don't fucking care what you have to say, just leave." They finished by waving their hand at me. "I mean it. Get the fuck out of here."
