You're Magnificent (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

You're Magnificent (Chapter 36)

{Demi's P.O.V }

"Just weeks after dumping Demi Lovato, has Nick Jonas already found a new man?" E News anchor, Jason Kennedy spoke. I increased the tv volume so that I could hear it properly.

"Apparently he has. Nick was recently seen getting cozy with this brunette bombshell. Our sources tell us that her name is Olivia & that she was once former Miss Universe,"

Not her.

I switched off the TV & decided to scroll through my Twitter instead. Bad idea. Everyone was retweeting pictures & stuff about Nick & that Olivia girl.

I exited the Twitter app & decided to just go up to my room & take a nap. Truth be told, it's been extremely boring around here without Gaby screaming her head off, thinking she's singing along to Remember December.

I walked past her empty room & walked in to have a little look. Her bed was neat & tidy. Her nightstand cluttered with DIY projects & books. Her scent still lingered in the room.

I remembered the times when we would sit here to talk & do each other's nails. She had bought over 300 different colors of nail polish but always chose black. One of the many quicks that make me love her even more.

I crawled into the bed & layed my head on her pillow & covered myself in her comforter. I inhaled her scent before shutting my eyes to take a quick nap.

*A week later*

"Thank you Perth!" I yelled as I ran off the stage. I grabbed a bottle of water & took a huge gulp while people huddled around me to either talk or hand me a towel.

I took my bottle & towel & head to ny dressing room. I can't believe I'm on tour again. The adrenaline is still pumping through my veins but I don't have Gaby with me to take it out on. No one to dance & sing with in my dressing room. No one to calm my nerves before the show.

This tour's gonna be more difficult & different from the last one.

{Gaby's P.O.V }

"...life is worth living so live another day" the guest speaker ended her talk. Finally. My legs were numb.

I mean, I am trying my best recovery wise & stuff but making me attend talks makes me want to stab myself in the eye with a fork.

I walked over to the Cafeteria where Ralph & Connor were probably already eating.

I grabbed my lunch consisting of grilled chicken, vegetables & mashed potatoes. I tried my best not to obsess over the amount of calories on the plate & just enjoy my meal.

"Have you ever considered contacts?" Connor asked. "Yeah, you'd look better without your glasses," Ralph interrupted. "Thanks but I'll pass. I had an allergic reaction to contacts when I was 11," I replied.

"But that was four years ago," Ralph stated. "Yes but I'm happy with my glasses. I mean I only have a degree of about two fifty," I sliced my chicken.

"Oh is Jack coming tomorrow?" I asked. Tomorrow's family day & I was the only one who didn't have a relative coming over to visit. Only Ralph, Connor & Lexie knew that I live with Demi & that she's on tour now so I'm alone.

"Actually, he is. You two need to talk. You have a lot in common," Ralph smiled. "So do you & Tyler Oakley," Connor spoke. He did have a point. They had the same haircut & somewhat similar glasses.

"You actually do look like him!" I squealed. "Alright children. Eat your lunch & stop obsessing over me," Ralph chuckled.

{Demi's P.O.V }

I am so bored. I'm sitting on the plane watching The Lion King for like the third time. I literally have no one to goof around & make stupid jokes with.

I miss her so much. It's the kind of feeling that sits on my shoulders and how I wish shrugging would help make it go away, but it doesn't.

My days feel lonely, heavy & grey without her. I just want her back. I know that she needs this but there's this little selfish part of me that wants to fly back to L.A & sign her out but I can't.

I look down at my phone which made a ting ting noise. I had a notification saying that it's visitation day at the Rehab centre. I locked my phone & shut my eyes to allow the tears to flow down my face. I miss her so much.

{Gaby's P.O.V }

It's Visitation day. I was sitting on a table in the kitchen, talking to chefs. "So where's your parents?" One chef asked. "Oh uh...they're busy," I lied. "That's terrible. They leave you here & don't visit you. Just terrible," she shook her head.

"Sad isn't it?" I chugged on my water. There was a knock on the kitchen door. It opened to reveal Lexie. "Oh Gab, there you are. I've been worried sick!" She frowned. "Sorry," I shrugged.

"Anyway, I need to have a word with the chefs so-" "Yeah, no problem," I walked out. I made my way to my room & threw myself onto the bed. I was literally on the verge of tears. Everyone here had someone close to them visiting them, talking to them at this very moment while I'm crying in my room, alone.

I'm not blaming Demi or saying that it's her fault but I do feel like things would be much better if she wasn't such a big star & had to take off whenever I needed her.

I took out my Perks of being a Wallflower book and read it for the 5th time since I've been here. After a few pages, I dropped my book & grabbed my note book & pen.

You know those moments where you just break down & you don't even know why? You could've had a great day but something hits you & you just lose it..without any specific reason. That's my life but I'm content. As long as I have my angel Demetria, I have nothing to complain about.

I wanted to write more but I was interrupted by Ralph & Jack running into the room, "dying" to meet me.

I hid my book under my pillow & chatted with them. If anyone found my book, I would be dead. I was like a journal for me. I write my most randomest thoughts that are extremely personal.

The only person who has the privilege to see my sacred journal is Demi. I miss her so much

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Guysssss so sorry for the short chapter but I'M GONNA SEE MEGHAN TRAINOR TOMORROW AND THE QUEEN NEXT TUESDAY!! LIFE IS SO GOOD RIGHT NOW.

Qotd: things about people that piss you off
Aotd: people who fish for compliments (eg. Skinny ass bitch constantly complaining about being fat so someone will tell her that she's skinny)

Anywhale, don't forget to comment & vote. I love you. Thank you so much for all the support & I'll see you soon.

Stay amazingly fantabulous