January 4, 2015

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Dear Martha,

Remember the smell of the earth when it rains for the first time in a year? I know you loved it so much. But right now, I don't know how to feel. Everything reminds me of you Martha. Even that random stone in the pavement for Pete's sakes!

Lina and Jassy came over yesterday asking if I were okay. And by the look on their faces, they've been crying too. See? Your friends misses you Martha.

Lina told me she is seeing a therapist. You pained you bestfriend so much. And I can't blame her. You were everything to me. Every single part of me is for you and now that you're gone, I don't know where to find myself.

Maybe I should see a therapist too. Maybe they can help me get out this black hole I am in.

Martha? I loved you and I still love you. I miss you even more.

Please come back and tell me it's all just a dream.

I beg you.

Love, Josh

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