February 14, 2015

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Dear Martha,

Happy Valentine's Day.

I brought you your favorite flowers and let myself remember how you would sniff them and nudge my rib as your way of saying thanks. I mentally smiled.

By the way, I have something to tell you. The gang and I would go out of town later and I asked Agnes to come.

Are you mad? I am sorry Martha.

But being around her feels right. I know it's bad but our friends and I are less depressed than we were before. Agnes makes everything so light and so much better. And I think... I think I like her.

But Lucy said maybe I am just diverting my feelings for you to her. Maybe Martha, maybe. But I'll let myself enjoy her company for a while.

Don't worry I still miss you. I miss you every day.

But I am learning to move on.

I love you, Josh

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