Letters to Martha // COMPLETED

July 24, 2015

Dear Martha,

I brought Agnes today to you to introduce her.

This is it Martha.

I am planning to ask her to be my girlfriend. 

I remembered when I asked you to be mine. I just smiled at the memory. I like this girl so much Martha and I know if you're here you'd like her too. She's so kind and soft and gentle. She brought you flowers too. I was surprised when she spoke to you.

Hi Martha. My name is Agnes Mathers. I am here to tell you that I really like Josh. I hope you don't mind. I wish you're in a better place.

*sigh* I promise I would take care of him and spank his butt when he eats too much chocolate. I am not competing or comparing myself to you because I know were are different even we looked alike. I am here to be just Agnes. The Agnes Josh met. The Agnes that I am.

Rest now Martha. I hope you well.

I am crying like a baby as this huge weight in my heart seemed to disappear. 

I am letting you go now Martha. 

My love for you will never die. But I have to live my life my love. And I wish you well.

I will always love you in my own little way. But right now, I am falling for Agnes, not because of how much you looked alike. But because she's Agnes and she saved me from my misery.

Loving still, Josh