𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑓𝑒𝑧𝑐𝑜

four

fezco remembered when he first met Spencer. They were on the bus, he sat in front of her and always listened to music. She would play with her friends in the back. Well one day they were playing a little to rough. A pack of gushers head fez in the back of the head. He turned around and assumed it was her since she was the loudest out of all of them. What he didn't know was that they had took her lunch, ate her food teasing her and the reason she was loud was because she wanted it back. He told her that she didn't need it. Even though he didn't mean this in a mean way she took as him calling her fat. She never brought lunch again.

Spencer-

I woke up alone, on fezco's couch. Again. Tina is going to kill me. Sitting up looking around. "Goodmorning sunshine" he was eating cereal, like always. "Whatever" I had the biggest headache of my life. I went to the bathroom seeing the tooth brush that belonged to me. Brushing and then getting in the shower, holding my knees. The mascara ran down my skin onto my thighs. Knocking at the door, "what" I yelled over the water "can I come in, I brought you some clothes" fez's voice was low "sure" I really wasn't in the mood for talking about anything with anyone.

"Don't look" i said covering my body "I'm not chill" he walked out. Soon I got out, he even brought me a towel. After drying I slipped the black hoodie and grey joggers on.

"Can you drive me home" I asked as I got my purse. "yea" is all he said

Finally in the car fez opens he's damn mouth again. "Why did you do that last night" is he dumb? "For Rue, she's already overdosed" even though I had too, I'd rather me over her. I'm pissed at her by the way. "You could have seriously hurt yourself Spence" he looked at me. "You think I don't fucking know that fez?" I snapped "yo what's your problem, I'm just trying to make sure your okay." "I'm fine, you've never cared before so don't now" I yelled "the fuck does that mean? I've always been down for you" he was getting pissed "you're acting like I'm your girlfriend or something, you don't need to protect me fez" I don't know why I was acting like this. "If your gonna do this shit every time hung out, then don't come around me anymore" ouch, "fuck you fez." "fuck you" Pulling up to my house. "Call me when you aren't being a bitch" he stoped the car "I fucking hate you" I slammed the car door walking away.

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" Where the hell were you." "At Rue's and Lexi's" i said walking upstairs just to be pulled down. "I called Leslie, you weren't there" she grabbed harder at my arm. "I'll ask you one more time, where the fuck were you" she was drunk like usual. "I just told you, I was at Lexi's last night."

"Did you just fucking hit me" I held my cheek, she took my hair and shoved me into the wall. "Your grounded, school and back here" she dropped me, leaving the house. The tears just kept falling.

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All that week Spencer went to school and back home. She had a huge bruise on her face and two on her back. She covered up the one on her face with makeup. She had gotten texts from Ashtray and one from Fezco telling her that he was sorry for yelling at her. She didn't text them back, instead she just sat in her room watching queen of the south all week. And that weekend was the same. She didn't eat and barley drunk anything. Water and gum was it.

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I got up, took a shower for the first time 2 days. Looking the the mirror at the bruises at where still there. I knew fez would notice them so I put on a hoodie and leggings with my beat up chunky converse. Did my normal makeup to hide the one on my face.

The bike ride over it started to rain. Hopefully the hood saved my makeup. Making my way up the stairs banging on the door "fez" I yelled. Ash opened the door. "Sup." "Sup" I gave back walking into the living room seeing Fez smoking a blunt. "Sit" is all he said.

He got close looking into my eyes "thank fucking god" he says "what" I look away "nothing" I realized he was looking at my pupils. I hadn't relapsed. I promised.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you and calling you a bitch Spence. I just wanted to make sure you were okay" as he took a drag and blew smoke out. "You have no reason to be sorry fez, it was my fault. I was a bitch and I'm sorry too." I scooted closer to him "so you don't hate me anymore" he asked

"I never did" we smiled.